Riding Rockets - Mike Mullane [180]
Of one thing I was certain. IfAtlantis ’s wounds were mortal, our fortress cockpit would protect us long enough to watch death’s approach. Certainly it would last long enough for us to see multiple warning messages as various systems were affected by the heat. We would probably live to experience the out-of-control tumble and breakup of the vehicle. Even after our fortress was penetrated by the incandescent heat, death would not be immediate. Our pressure suits would protect us from the loss of cockpit air. Only when the fire penetrated the fabric of our LESes would we die. If we were lucky, unconsciousness would come before the heat began to consume our flesh.
I kept returning to MCC’s assessment for comfort. It was hard not to yield to their conclusion that we were going to be fine. I had never been associated with any teams as good as those that manned the MCC. But ifChallenger had proven anything, it was that great teams do fail. A lot of very smart people had mishandled the O-ring issue that killed theChallenger crew. Were they now mishandling our heat-shield damage? Would anAtlantis presidential commission report end up containing the statement, “The crew radioed that the damage to their heat tiles looked serious, but in Houston their concerns were dismissed”?
The anxiety was exhausting and I finally gave in to Hoot’s solution. The day before, as he floated to the windows to do some sightseeing, he said, “No reason to die all tensed up.” I would do my best to relax and enjoy the sights.
Chapter 35
Riding a Meteor
“Fifty seconds.” Hoot gave the time remaining until the OMS deorbit burn. I floated behind Jerry Ross and watched the countdown on the computer displays. As the burn execute time neared, I tightened my grip on Jerry’s seat. The one-quarter G of the thrusting OMS engines was trivial but it was enough to put anything unrestrained on the back wall, me included.
Astronauts have great faith in the OMS engines. They are the essence of simplicity. They have no spinning turbo-pumps to worry us, not even an igniter to fail and