Salem's Lot - Stephen King [92]
‘Was he tried in court?’
‘I told you, they gave him a-’
‘You said that, Mother. But was he drunk?’
‘I told you he was drunk!’ Spots of color had begun to creep into her cheeks. ‘They don’t give you a breathalyzer test if you’re sober! His wife died! It was just like that Chappaquiddick business! Just like it!’
‘I’m going to move into town,’ Susan said slowly. ‘I’ve been meaning to tell you. I should have done it a long time ago, Mom. For both of us. I was talking to Babs Griffen, and she says there’s a nice little four-room place on Sister’s Lane-’
‘Oh, she’s offended!’ Mrs Norton remarked to the air. ‘Someone just spoiled her pretty picture of Mr Ben Bigshot Mears and she’s just so mad she could spit.’ This line had been particularly effective some years back.
‘Mom, what’s happened to you?’ Susan asked a little despairingly. ‘You never used to… to get this low-’
Ann Norton’s head jerked up. Her knitting slid off her lap as she stood up, clapped her hands to Susan’s shoulders, and gave her a smart shake.
‘You listen to me! I won’t have you running around like a common trollop with some sissy boy who’s got your head all filled up with moonlight. Do you hear me?’
Susan slapped her across the face.
Ann Norton’s eyes blinked and then opened wide in stunned surprise. They looked at each other for a moment in silence, shocked. A tiny sound came and died in Susan’s throat.
‘I’m going upstairs,’ she said. ‘I’ll be out by Tuesday at the latest.’
‘Floyd was here,’ Mrs Norton said. Her face was still rigid from the slap. Her daughter’s finger marks stood out in red, like exclamation points.
‘I’m through with Floyd,’ Susan said tonelessly. ‘Get used to the idea. Tell your harpy friend Mabel all about it on the telephone, why don’t you? Maybe then it will seem real to you.’
‘Floyd loves you, Susan ‘ This is… ruining him. He broke down and told me everything. He poured out his heart to me.’ Her eyes shone with the memory of it. ‘He broke down at the end and cried like a baby.’
Susan thought how unlike Floyd that was. She wondered if her mother could be making it up, and knew by her eyes that she was not.
‘Is that what you want for me, mom? A crybaby? Or did you just fall in love with the idea of blond-haired grandchildren? I suppose I bother you-you can’t feel your job is complete until you see me married and settled down to a good man you can put your thumb on. Settled down with a fellow who’ll get me pregnant and turn me into a matron in a hurry. That’s the scoop, isn’t it? Well, what about what I want?’
‘Susan, you don’t know what you want.’
And she said it with such absolute, convinced certainty that for a moment Susan was tempted to believe her. An image came to her of herself and her mother, standing here in set positions, her mother by her rocker and she by the door; only they were tied together by a hank of green yarn, a cord that had grown frayed and weak from many restless tuggings. Image transformed into her mother in a nimrod’s hat, the band sportily pierced with many different flies. Trying desperately to reel in a large trout wearing a yellow print shift. Trying to reel it in for the last time and pop it away in the wicker creel. But for what purpose? To mount it? To eat it?
‘No, Mom. I know exactly what I want. Ben Mears.’ She turned and went up the stairs.
Her mother ran after her and called up shrilly: ‘You can’t get a room! You haven’t any money!’
‘I’ve got a hundred in checking and three hundred in savings,’ Susan replied calmly. ‘And I can get a job down at Spencer’s, I think. Mr Labree has offered several times.’
‘All he’ll care about is looking up your dress,’ Mrs Norton said, but her voice had gone down an octave. Much of her anger had left her and she felt a little frightened.
‘Let him,’ Susan said. ‘I’ll wear bloomers.’
‘Honey, don’t be mad.’ She came two steps up the stairs. ‘I only want what’s best for-’
‘Spare it, Mom. I’m sorry I slapped you. That was awful of me.