Salvage the Bones - Jesmyn Ward [26]
“Yeah.” I say.
The sound of Daddy’s tractor growls in the distance, comes closer. Skeetah picks up the tiles and begins pitching them through a window at the back of the house, where he knows that Daddy won’t come because the back door has been grown over with wisteria and kudzu for years. The front door is the only way in. He pitches the last tile and the box cutter just as Daddy is shoving his way inside, the sound of the wood like a gunshot ricocheting through the room so that I think he’s broken the hinge, but the door stays upright. The cobwebs leave a gray trail and there’s a leaf stuck in his hair. His T-shirt is dark at the pits and neck and down the middle of his back. His boots hit so hard on the floor that he sounds like he’s going to go through the rotted wood. He’s not that much bigger than us. Is this what Medea saw, when she decided to follow Jason, to flee her father with her brother? Did she see through her father’s rich robes to the small-shouldered man beneath? Even though he doesn’t work much anymore, picks up odd jobs working on oyster boats or towing scrap metal, he’s worn the same work clothes every day for as long as I can remember: steel-toe work boots, pants, two T-shirts, two pairs of socks. Mama laid his outfit in clean layers for him on the chair sitting in the corner of their room every night, and Daddy would come up behind her when she was bending over the chair, put his arms around her waist, whisper in her neck. He’d tell us to go watch TV, to go to our rooms, to get out the door. Now Daddy looks up, surprised.
“What y’all doing in here?”
“Nothing,” Skeetah says, quick and loud, and he begins walking toward Daddy and the door.
“Hold up,” Daddy says. “I need y’all help.”
“I got to see after China.”
“Not yet,” Daddy says. He grabs Skeet’s arm as he tries to pass him. “She’ll hold.”
Skeetah walks into the step he was taking and pulls away from Daddy with his stride. Skeet seems surprised at the way Daddy’s fingers slip from his arm, and Daddy looks at me, just for a minute, like he’s confused. Skeetah stops and turns, and Daddy points up to the attic.
“Gotta new storm in the Gulf. Named José. Supposed to be hitting Mexico.”
Skeetah’s eyes open like he wants to roll them, but he doesn’t.
“You see them pieces of plywood up there? Them two that don’t look too rotten?”
Skeetah nods. I’m surprised that Daddy doesn’t have that sweet bread scent of morning beer on him.
“Yeah.”
“I need you to take this hammer and pry them up off the wall and throw them down. Me and Esch will carry them outside and put them on the tractor.”
The ceiling in the living room fell in years ago, so now it’s easy to see through it to the attic above, where the beams of the roof are showing in snatches. Skeetah tries to jump and hoist himself up, but even though he can jump that high, he can’t grab the beam because the plaster that sticks to it like barnacles makes it difficult for him to grab it.
“Esch, let your brother climb up on you.”
Skeetah looks at him like he’s crazy, but he doesn’t say anything.
“I can do it.”
Daddy could be a ladder for Skeetah if he wanted to, hoist him up with his hands tough as rope, but he won’t. We all know it.
“Come on, Skeet.”
I lunge like I see the cheerleaders do at school when they climb all over each other to make their pyramids, a human jungle gym: my front knee bent, my back leg straight, as solid and steady as I can make them. Daddy’s got his arms folded, looking up into the attic.
“Naw, Esch. I can jump.”
“No you can’t,” Daddy says. “Go on.”
Skeet puts one hand on my shoulder. I’m surprised by how hard his skin is; his calluses are like pebbles embedded in the soft sandy skin of his hand, where Daddy’s whole hands are like gravel. When Skeetah isn’t smiling, the corners of his lips turn down. Now that he’s mad, his chin looks hard, and his mouth is a straight line.
“I’m going to step and grab, okay? Quick as I can.”
I nod. Skeetah looks