Scratch Beginnings_ Me, $25, and the Search for the American Dream - Adam W. Shepard [3]
And now, here I was, alone in Charleston at the corner of Rivers and Durant, wondering if it would be wiser for me to go left or right or if pitching camp under the overpass for the night would be my best option. After all, it was getting late. At least I assumed it was getting late. The actual time? Couldn’t have told you. But it was well after dark, and I hadn’t seen one person since I had walked away from the train station.
A big-body, black Oldsmobile with tinted windows glided by with a suspiciously high regard of the speed limit.
The tattered map of Charleston that I had found on a vacant seat at the train station was going to prove to be useful. With it, I could more or less find my way on my own. Without it, I would be left to rely on the advice of strangers for guidance.
My first order of business was to find a comfortable place to sleep. Shoot, it didn’t even have to be a comfortable place to sleep—just a place, a relatively safe place. As far as I could tell from the assortment of landmarks dispersed throughout the peninsula on the map, the action was happening south of my current location. Perhaps I was being naïve in what could have been a crucial mistake, but I figured that the excitement and opportunity of my new homeland were directly correlated. With excitement came opportunity, and I was looking for opportunity. Left it was.
After walking down Rivers Avenue, and walking some more down Rivers Avenue, the notion of time still hadn’t hit me, especially with the expected 6:47 P.M. arrival time of the train prolonged. All I knew was it was dark out—pitch-black dark—and Murphy’s Law had thrown off my mental preparations for the trip.
A guy asked if I had any spare change.
“No, sorry,” I said. I thought about retaliating with, “Do you have some for me? Cuz, uh, I’m actually running a little short myself.” But, of course, I didn’t. I had always accepted and even appreciated the vagrants that strung a guitar or blew on a saxophone or showcased some other talent at the park or at a subway stop underground, but I had never had any respect for the laziness of beggars.
The sign under Johnson’s Chiropractic Clinic illuminated 10:14 and eighty-one degrees. Wendy’s and Captain D’s Seafood appeared on the right, and my nerves began to ease. Finally! Something familiar. With a little more bounce in my step and determination in my mind, I made the executive—yet uneducated—decision to keep hiking toward downtown for my first night of sleep.
The nagging barks of dogs cooped up in distant neighborhoods didn’t bother me as much as the cars whizzing by at blistering speeds. But then again, even the cars didn’t bother me as much as the lightning. Terrific! Lightning. Murphy was on a roll.
Or was that just heat lightning? What is heat lightning anyway? Is that the lightning that strikes between clouds or between a cloud and the air? Is it going to rain?
What did any of that matter? Such thoughts were superfluous. It’s lightning. If it rained, it rained.
The clock at the gas station at the corner of Rivers and McMillan read 10:30, and I was approached