She Walks in Beauty_ A Woman's Journey Through Poems - Caroline Kennedy [11]
Follows me flying, flies when I pursue it,
Stands and lies by me, doth what I have done.
His too familiar care doth make me rue it.
No means I find to rid him from my breast,
Till by the end of things it be supprest.
Some gentler passion slide into my mind,
For I am soft and made of melting snow;
Or be more cruel, love, and so be kind.
Let me or float or sink, be high or low.
Or let me live with some more sweet content,
Or die and so forget what love ere meant.
The Eaten Heart
from The Knight of Curtesy
“Make it sweet and delicate to eat
For it is for my lady bright.
If she guessed what was in this meat
Her heart would not be light.”
The lord’s words were truly spoke
The meat of woe and death
The lady did not know it though
And followed him across the hearth.
And when the lord sat down to eat
His lady at his side
The heart was served upon the plate
But it had grief inside.
“Madame, eat of this,” he said,
“For it is dainty and pleasant.”
The lady ate and was not dismayed
For of spice there was not want.
When the lady had eaten well
To her the lord said there,
“His heart you have eaten every morsel
Of your knight to whom you gave a lock of hair.
“As you can see, your knight is dead;
Madame, I tell you certainly.
That is his heart on which you fed.
Madame, at last we all must die.”
When the lady heard the words he said
She cried, “My heart shall rend
Alas, I ever saw this day
Now, please God may my life end.”
Up she rose with heart of woe
And straight to her chamber went;
She confessed devoutly so
That shortly she received the sacrament.
Mourning in her bed she lay
So pitiful was her moan.
“Alas, my own dear love,” she said,
“Since you are dead, my life is gone.
“Have I taken your heart in my body
That meat to me is dear;
For sorrow alas I now must die
A noble knight without fear
“With me thy heart shall surely die
I have received the sacrament;
All earthly food I shall deny
In woe and pain, my life is spent.”
Her complaint was piteous to hear.
“Goodbye my lord forever;
I die as true a wife to you
As any could be ever
“I am chaste of the knight of curtesy
And wrongfully are we brought to confusion
I am chaste of him and he of me
And of all other save you alone.
“My lord, you were to blame
For making me eat his heart;
But since it is buried in my body
I shall never eat any other meat.
“I have now received eternal food
Earthly meat will I never touch
Now realize what you have done
Have mercy on me—and believe.”
With that the lady in front of all in sight
Yielded up her spirit with a moan;
The high god of heaven almighty
On us have mercy—every one.
My life closed twice before its close—
EMILY DICKINSON
My life closed twice before its close—
It yet remains to see
If Immortality unveil
A third event to me
So huge, so hopeless to conceive
As these that twice befell.
Parting is all we know of heaven,
And all we need of hell.
When We Two Parted
GEORGE GORDON, LORD BYRON
When we two parted
In silence and tears,
Half broken-hearted
To sever for years,
Pale grew thy cheek and cold,
Colder thy kiss;
Truly that hour foretold
Sorrow to this.
The dew of the morning
Sunk chill on my brow—
It felt like the warning
Of what I feel now.
Thy vows are all broken,
And light is thy fame;
I hear thy name spoken,
And share in its shame.
They name thee before me,
A knell to mine ear;
A shudder comes o’er me—
Why wert thou so dear?
They know not I knew thee,
Who knew thee too well:—
Long, long shall I rue thee,
Too deeply to tell.
In secret we met—
In silence I grieve,
That thy heart could forget,
Thy spirit deceive.
If I should meet thee
After long years,
How should I greet thee?—
With silence and tears.
Well, I Have Lost You
EDNA ST. VINCENT MILLAY
Well, I have lost you; and I lost you fairly;
In my own way, and with my full consent.
Say what you will, kings in a tumbrel rarely
Went to their deaths more proud than this one went.
Some nights of apprehension and hot weeping