Shogun_ A Novel of Japan - James Clavell [451]
“And you, Mariko-san? Why haven’t I seen you?”
“Please excuse me, so sorry, but Lord Toranaga ordered me to leave you to your studies. I’m visiting your consort now, Anjin-san. I’m not supposed to visit you.”
“Why should he object to that?”
“Merely, I suppose, so that you are obliged to speak our tongue. It’s only been a few days, neh?”
“When are you leaving for Osaka?”
“I don’t know. I expected to go three days ago but Lord Toranaga hasn’t signed my pass yet. I’ve arranged everything—porters and horses—and daily I submit my travel papers to his secretary for signing, but they’re always sent back. ‘Submit them tomorrow.’”
“I thought I was going to take you to Osaka by sea. Didn’t he say I was to take you by sea?”
“Yes. Yes, he did, but—well, Anjin-san, you never know with our liege Lord. He changes plans.”
“Has he always been like that?”
“Yes and no. Since Yokosé he’s been filled with—how do you say it—melancholy, neh?—yes, melancholy, and very different. He—yes, he’s different now.”
“Since First Bridge you’ve been filled with melancholy and very different. Yes, you’re different now.”
“First Bridge was an end and a beginning, Anjin-san, and our promise. Neh?”
“Yes. Please excuse me.”
She had bowed sadly and left, and then, once safely away, not turning back, she had whispered, “Thou …” The word lingered in the corridor with her perfume.
At the evening meal he had tried to question Fujiko. But she also knew nothing of importance or would not, or could not, explain what was amiss at the castle.
“Dozo gomen nasai, Anjin-san.”
He went to bed seething. Seething with frustration over the delays, and the nights without Mariko. It was always bad knowing she was so near, that Buntaro was gone from the city, and now, because of the “Thou …” that her desire was still as intense as his. A few days ago he had gone to her house on the pretext that he needed help with Japanese. The samurai guard had told him, so sorry, she was not at home. He had thanked them, then wandered listlessly to the main south gate. He could see the ocean. Because the land was so flat, he could see nothing of the wharves or docks though he thought he could distinguish the tall masts of his ship in the distance.
The ocean beckoned him. It was the horizon more than the deep, the need for a fair wind washing him, eyes squinting against its strength, tongue tasting its salt, the deck heeled over, and aloft the spars and rigging and halyards creaking and groaning under the press of sails that, from time to time, would cackle with glee as the stalwart breeze shifted a point or two.
And it was freedom more than the horizon. Freedom to go to any quarter in any weather at any whim. To stand on his quarterdeck and to be arbiter, as here Toranaga alone was arbiter.
Blackthorne looked up at the topmost part of the donjon. Sun glinted off its shapely tiled curves. He had never seen movement there, though he knew that every window below the topmost floor was guarded.
Gongs sounded the hour change. For the first time his mind told him this was the middle of the Hour of the Horse, and not eight bells of this watch—high noon.
He put his dictionary into his sleeve, glad that it was time for the first real meal.
Today it was rice and quick-broiled prawns and fish soup and pickled vegetables.
“Would you like some more, Anjin-san?”
“Thank you, Fujiko. Yes. Rice, please. And some fish. Good—very …” He looked up the word for “delicious” and said it several times to memorize it. “Yes, delicious, neh?”
Fujiko was pleased. “Thank you. This fish from north. Water colder north, understand? Its name is ‘kurima-ebi.’”
He repeated the name and put it into his memory. When he had finished and their trays were taken away, she poured more cha and took a package out of her sleeve.
“Here money, Anjin-san.” She showed him the gold coins. “Fifty koban. Worth one hundred fifty koku. You want it, neh? For sailors. Please excuse me, do you understand?”
“Yes, thank you.”
“You’re welcome. Enough?”
“Yes. Think so. Where get?”
“Toranaga-sama’s chief …” Fujiko sought