Silver Falls - Anne Stuart [2]
Lovely Jessica. He’d miss her.
And he started down the mountain, whistling softly.
1
It was raining again. Of course it was, Rachel thought, peering up through the window at the gray, listless sky as her husband’s black BMW pulled into their driveway. In Silver Falls, Washington, it was either raining, about to rain or just had finished raining. Even on an otherwise still night you could hear the rush of the thundering falls up on Silver Mountain, the roar of the water leaching into your brain until you felt as if you were drowning.
It was little wonder she had this sense of impending doom. There were any number of scientific studies proving the depressing effect of sunless days on human nature. She was used to the hot, sunny climates where she and her daughter had lived during the past ten years. She was simply having a hard time with rain, and gloom and shadows. She’d adapt. Everyone was moving to the Pacific Northwest—she’d grow to love it sooner or later.
She smoothed the discreet black shift down over her full hips, her hands restless. David wasn’t going to be happy with her—she’d missed another appointment with the lawyer, she’d failed to meet him at his office and she’d let Sophie spend the night with friends on a school night rather than attend Stephen Henry’s reading. David wouldn’t argue with her, of course. Not David. He would look terribly disappointed, and that was far more effective than any number of screaming tantrums.
The thought of mild-mannered David throwing a tantrum was enough to make her grin. He pulled the BMW to a stop exactly two and a half feet from the garage, opened the door and stuck out his black umbrella, unfurling it before he stepped out of the car into the light mist. He caught Rachel’s smile, and he smiled back, though his expression was tinged with that damnable, omnipresent disappointment.
“You missed our three-o’clock meeting at the lawyer’s,” he greeted her, clinking cheekbones with her in a ritual sign of affection. “I thought you were going to make sure you got there.”
Guilt annoyed her, but she felt it anyway. “I’m so sorry, David,” she said, trying to sound penitent. “I just got caught up in work.” Which was a lie. She’d looked up at the faint glow of her watch in the darkroom, saw that she had plenty of time to get to their appointment and then promptly ignored it.
“This is the third time, Rachel,” he said with utmost patience. “Are you having second thoughts about letting me adopt Sophie? It was your idea in the first place.”
That wasn’t exactly how Rachel remembered it, but she didn’t bother correcting him. Being married meant making compromises, being tactful, something she could always work on.
“Don’t be ridiculous,” she said. “There’s nothing I want more than for us to be a family. I just get…distracted.”
He reached out and brushed an affectionate hand through her tangled red hair. “Always a dreamer, aren’t you, Rachel?” he said, some of the disapproval vanishing. “Your daughter’s more responsible than you are.”
She took an instinctive step backward, trying to push her wild hair back into a semblance of order. David was a lovely man, but he had an unfortunate tendency to be ever so slightly patronizing. “I’m perfectly responsible when it’s important,” she said, keeping the edge out of her voice.
“And my adopting Sophie isn’t important?” The disappointment was back in full, and Rachel bit back an instinctive retort. He hated it when she was bitchy, and she hated it as well. For Sophie’s sake, most of all.
But then, Sophie wasn’t there at the moment. “You know it is, David. But there isn’t any hurry, is there? We’ve only been married four months, and I don’t know about you but I’m planning to stay married for the next fifty years. There’s no need to rush into anything.” She tried her most winning smile, the smile that had first caught his eyes six months ago