Skylark - Dezso Kosztolanyi [77]
Her eyes still tightly shut, she lay on her cold and barren girlhood bed, where nothing, save sleep and illness, had ever happened. She pressed the full weight of her body downwards, like a corpse into its bier. The bed was softer and wider than the divan at Tarkő, and she could spread out more comfortably, soberly reflecting on the daily round that now awaited her.
The following morning she'd rise before seven and start cooking. Risotto, without pepper or other spices, and semolina so that her poor, dear father should put on weight. In the afternoon she'd go on crocheting the yellow tablecloth, which still wasn't finished, because her relatives had refused to let her work and she had succumbed to their persuasions. And then next week was washing day.
At last she opened her eyes. Darkness hovered around her, a dense and charitable blackness. At the touch of the cool air, or perhaps of the darkness itself, in which she couldn't see a thing, her eyes suddenly filled with tears. Warm, living tears flooded her pillow as if the glass of water on her bedside table had tumbled down upon it. And now she was sobbing out loud. But she lay on her stomach and pressed her mouth to the pillow so that her parents shouldn't hear. It was an exercise she had perfected through many years of practice.
Father had still not switched off the light.
“Skylark,” he faltered, pointing to the door and beaming contentedly at his wife.
“She's flown back home,” said Mother.
“Our little bird,” added Father, “has finally flown home.”
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Translation copyright © 1993 by Richard Aczel Introduction copyright © 1993 by Péter Esterházy All rights reserved.
First published in Hungarian asPacsirta, 1924
Cover image: Paula Modersohn-Becker, Self-Portrait, 1898
Cover design: Katy Homans
Library of Congress Cataloging-in-publication
Kosztolányi, Dezso, 1885–1936.
[Pacsirta. English]
Skylark / by Dezso Kosztolányi ; introduction by Péter Esterházy ; translated by Richard Aczel.
p. cm.—(New York Review Books classics)
I. Title.
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2009035693
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Table of Contents
Cover
Biographical Notes
Title Page
Contents
Introduction
Skylark
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