Star Wars_ Rebel Force 06_ Uprising - Alex Wheeler [33]
But Leia was still below, helping evacuate the moon. Which meant Luke wasn't going anywhere but down.
CHAPTER FIFTEEN
"You'll be fine," Ferus assured the stooped old woman, a streak of dried blood smeared across her face.
"Just activate the hyperdrive as soon as you're clear of the gravitational field," Leia instructed the pilot, as he climbed aboard the ship that Soresh had taken hostage one month before.
"Be brave for your mother," Ferus said, resting his hand on a young boy's scruffy brown hair. "She needs you."
One by one, the shaken settlers climbed aboard their ship. They had been trapped on the moon for weeks; locked inside dank cells with fading hope of escape. It seemed no one could believe that they were actually being given a ship and a means to escape. But, weeping or smiling, they all climbed on board.
"That should be the last of them," Leia said.
Among the guards, confusion had proved contagious. Without Soresh around to give them orders, they were easily swayed. With the help of the guards Luke had freed, Leia and Ferus had herded them all onto ships of their own. The moon was evacuated and the sun would explode in thirty-eight minutes—which meant it was time for them to go.
After making one final sweep of the main base installation, Ferus and Leia retreated to the hangar, where the final ship of hostages was waiting for them.
It was the first time they'd really been alone together since Ferus had arrived on the moon. "I was very relieved to discover you were safe, Princess," Ferus told her. Leia would never know how relieved, just as she would never know that he had sworn his life to protect her. There was so much he hadn't told her—and so many lies that he had.
"I wasn't the one in real danger," Leia said, as they rushed toward the ship. "Luke was the one who risked everything. Sometimes I wonder…" She drifted off.
"Leia?" Ferus prompted her. It wasn't like the princess not to say exactly what was on her mind.
"I wonder what I would have done in his place," she admitted. "Whether I would have been strong enough to hold out against Soresh."
"Of course you would have!" Ferus assured her. "Princess, you're the strongest person I know."
But Leia shook her head. "But it isn't just strength, is it? Luke has something else…a certainty, a belief in his destiny. Even when everything else is stripped away, he still has…"
"The Force?" Ferus guessed.
Leia reddened, and a small laugh bubbled out of her. "I don't even know why I'm telling you this," she said. "It's ridiculous, I know. There's nothing Luke can do with his lightsaber that I can't do with my blaster. It's just sometimes I wonder how much more I could do for the Rebels if I had his gifts. I wonder if I could have saved—" She stopped, abruptly.
But Ferus knew what she was thinking. "What happened to Alderaan is not your fault, Princess. You couldn't have stopped it."
"You're right," Leia said, looking away. " I couldn't."
Ferus was quiet for a moment. He listened to the sound of their pounding footsteps.
Then he made a decision. "Leia, stop," he said, and grabbed her arm.
"We've got less than half an hour," Leia said. "That doesn't leave much time for sightseeing."
"Just a second," Ferus said. "Indulge an old man."
She stopped running, and gave him an impatient stare. "Well, what is it?"
She took his breath away, this fierce, brave woman she had become. When he looked at her, he still saw the inquisitive toddler, the willful child, the rebellious teenager—he saw her entire life, and understood it had all led up to this moment. She was ready.
Ready to know the truth—ready to know her destiny.
No longer would he allow her to live in ignorance. No longer would he let her feel powerless or less than. No longer could he stand hearing her question her own strength.
No longer would he listen as she doubted herself.
Obi-Wan had tried so hard to convince him it was better this way. That Luke would be their warrior and Leia their spare, their backup, in case