Star Wars_ The Dark Lord Trilogy - James Luceno [211]
“In these troubled times, is there a difference?” Palpatine asked mildly. “The Jedi have not done a stellar job of bringing peace to the galaxy, you must agree. Who’s to say the Sith might not have done better?”
“This is another of those arguments you probably shouldn’t bring up in front of the Council, if you know what I mean,” Anakin replied with a disbelieving smile.
“Oh, yes. Because the Sith would be a threat to the Jedi Order’s power. Lesson one.”
Anakin shook his head. “Because the Sith are evil.”
“From a Jedi’s point of view,” Palpatine allowed. “Evil is a label we all put on those who threaten us, isn’t it? Yet the Sith and the Jedi are similar in almost every way, including their quest for greater power.”
“The Jedi’s quest is for greater understanding,” Anakin countered. “For greater knowledge of the Force—”
“Which brings with it greater power, does it not?”
“Well … yes.” Anakin had to laugh. “I should know better than to argue with a politician.”
“We’re not arguing, Anakin. We’re just talking.” Palpatine shifted his weight, settling in comfortably. “Perhaps the real difference between the Jedi and the Sith lies only in their orientation; a Jedi gains power through understanding, and a Sith gains understanding through power. This is the true reason the Sith have always been more powerful than the Jedi. The Jedi fear the dark side so much they cut themselves off from the most important aspect of life: passion. Of any kind. They don’t even allow themselves to love.”
Except for me, Anakin thought. But then, I’ve never been exactly the perfect Jedi.
“The Sith do not fear the dark side. The Sith have no fear. They embrace the whole spectrum of experience, from the heights of transcendent joy to the depths of hatred and despair. Beings have these emotions for a reason, Anakin. That is why the Sith are more powerful: they are not afraid to feel.”
“The Sith rely on passion for strength,” Anakin said, “but when that passion runs dry, what’s left?”
“Perhaps nothing. Perhaps a great deal. Perhaps it never runs dry at all. Who can say?”
“They think inward, only about themselves.”
“And the Jedi don’t?”
“The Jedi are selfless—we erase the self, to join with the flow of the Force. We care only about others …”
Palpatine again gave him that smile of gentle wisdom. “Or so you’ve been trained to believe. I hear the voice of Obi-Wan Kenobi in your answers, Anakin. What do you really think?”
Anakin suddenly found the ballet a great deal more interesting than Palpatine’s face. “I … don’t know anymore.”
“It is said that if one could ever entirely comprehend a single grain of sand—really, truly understand everything about it—one would, at the same time, entirely comprehend the universe. Who’s to say that a Sith, by looking inward, sees less than a Jedi does by looking out?”
“The Jedi—Jedi are good. That’s the difference. I don’t care who sees what.”
“What the Jedi are,” Palpatine said gently, “is a group of very powerful beings you consider to be your comrades. And you are loyal to your friends; I have known that for as long as I have known you, and I admire you for it. But are your friends loyal to you?”
Anakin shot him a sudden frown. “What do you mean?”
“Would a true friend ask you to do something that’s wrong?”
“I’m not sure it’s wrong,” Anakin said. Obi-Wan might have been telling the truth. It was possible. They might only want to catch Sidious. They might really be trying to protect Palpatine.
They might.
Maybe.
“Have they asked you to break the Jedi Code? To violate the Constitution? To betray a friendship? To betray your own values?”
“Chancellor—”
“Think, Anakin! I have always tried to teach you to think—yes, yes, Jedi do not think, they know, but those stale answers aren’t good enough now, in these changing times. Consider their motives. Keep your mind clear of assumptions. The fear of losing power is a weakness of both the Jedi and the Sith.”
Anakin sank lower in his seat. Too much had happened in too short a time. Everything jumbled together in his head, and none of it seemed to make