Star Wars_ Young Jedi Knights 02_ Shadow Academy - Kevin J. Anderson [38]
And still he did not give in to his anger.
By the time Tamith Kai spoke to him again, he was curled into a tight; freezing ball of soggy misery, perched directly on the sonic generator in an effort to bring feeling back to his numb legs and feet.
"You have the power within you to end your ordeal," her voice said with mock pity, "Alas, young Jedi, fortitude is only admirable when it gains you something."
Lowie did not raise his head or acknowledge her words.
"You cannot help yourself in this way. You cannot help your friends. Your friends have already learned the truth of my words," she went on.
Lowie's head snapped up, and he voiced a growl of disbelief.
"Ah, but it is true," she said, a note of encouragement in her voice.
"Would you like to see them?"
Before he could utter a bark of agreement, a pair of holographic images spun in the air before his eyes. One showed Jacen wielding a lightsaber, a look of fierce enjoyment lighting his young features. In the other Jaina used the Force to toss aside heavy objects, her head thrown back with a challenging grin.
Lowie reached toward the luminescent images with a yelp of stunned disbelief-and fell face-first into the icy water that covered the floor.
He hauled himself back to his feet, and the sonic generator resumed its torturous whine.
From deep within him, horror mixed with rage and a sense of betrayal, fanning the embers that had smoldered for so long. Flames of anger sprang up inside him, warming him with their undeniable heat, rising higher and higher until they burst from his throat in a howl of fury.
And he knew no more.
Lowie woke to restful darkness back in his own cell. The room was warm, and he lay on his sleeping platform covered with a soft blanket. His muscles ached, but he felt well rested. He moved a hand to his waist and found that he was once again wearing his webbed belt.
The voice of Tamith Kai spoke next to him. Lowie was not surprised to find the tall, dark-haired Nightsister standing beside him. In the dim light of the cell's glowpanels he saw that she held an irregularly shaped metal object.
"You have done well, young Wookiee," she said.
Lowie gave a sad moan as the memory of what he had done flooded back to him.
"With your anger you succeeded beyond my highest expectations," Tamith Kai said, looking at him with obvious pride. "As a reward, I've brought you back your droid."
Lowie's mind faltered with confusion. Should he feel proud of what he had done? Should he be ashamed? He received Em Teedee from Tamith Kai's hands with relief and clipped the little droid to its accustomed place at his belt.
"You will make a fine Jedi," Tamith Kai said. She smiled conspiratorially. "After you unleashed your anger, we were unable even to repair the sonic generator, as we have every time before." And then she swept out of the room, leaving him to his thoughts.
Lowie stood and groaned as his muscles refused to cooperate, and he slumped back onto the sleeping platform.
"Well, if you ask my opinion," Em Teedee's thin voice piped up, "you caused a great deal of your own pain through your needless resistance."
Lowbacca growled a surprised reply.
"Who asked me?" Em Teedee said. "Well, I really don't know why you should be so upset. After all, you're here at the Shadow Academy to learn. Why, you're very fortunate that they've taken such an interest in you.
"The Imperials are very perceptive, you know. So perceptive, in fact, that they saw my own potential and have included me in their plans. I am most honored."
With an uncomfortable suspicion, Lowie barked a question.
"Wrong with me?" Em Teedee asked. "Why, nothing. Quite the contrary. As an expression of their complete confidence in me, Brakiss and Tamith Kai have had my programming enhanced. I feel much better now than I ever have. I am to be an integral part of your instruction here. You must realize that they have only your best interests at heart. The Empire is your friend."
Lowie made a thoughtful sound as if accepting Em Teedee's words-and reached down to switch the little