Star Wars_ Young Jedi Knights 13_ Trouble on Cloud City - Kevin J. Anderson [41]
The prospect of doing this, of telling Jaina Solo that her brother had been killed, was more frightening than any battle or other ordeal Tenel Ka's Jedi training had put her through.
The warrior girl's throat was tight. Though she and Lowie had almost died in the same assassination attempt, she still felt there must have been something more she could have done to keep her friend Jacen alive.
She was a Jedi! But she had failed him.
Another more subtle failure haunted her as well. Tenel Ka had always believed that the connection between her and Jacen was so close, so strong, that she would be able to sense if any harm came to him.
She should have felt it through the Force the instant he died-but she hadn't. Instead, her emotions had betrayed her, taunted her with the hope that Jacen had survived somehow. She even imagined she'd heard his voice calling out to her in her mind. But she had been delirious at the time, in shock from loss of blood. The Cloud City medics had been able to heal the wounds on her arm, but not the ones in her soul.
Fleeting thoughts tormented her even now, daring her to believe that Jacen was still alive.
Lowbacca fidgeted beside her, his dark lips drawn down in a frown.
Em Teedee, silent for once, had dimmed his optical sensors in a gesture of respect. Anja's pale face looked pinched and she avoided eye contact with the others. Tenel Ka could sense tendrils of pain and sorrow floating like a tangible mist all around them. It was so difficult to face this truth.
Jacen was gone.
Lando's polished space yacht followed floor guidance lights as it landed on the platform. Tenel Ka's cool gray eyes filled with tears and she took one step forward to face the ship. Lowbacca put a strong, hairy hand on Tenel Ka's bare shoulder. Anja moved back to stand alone behind them. Em Teedee hung silent and unmoving on Lowie's syrenfiber belt.
The Lady Luck settled in and landing clamps locked it down. Tenel Ka steeled herself for the fresh grief her news would bring. But just moments after the space yacht's landing ramp descended, a door on the other side of the docking bay whooshed opened. Tenel Ka turned, unable to believe what she saw with her own granite-gray eyes.
Jacen himself entered the bay, looking bedraggled and dirty, but perfectly healthy. He grinned a weary, lopsided grin.
"Jacen Solo!" Tenel Ka cried. "Jacen, my friend!" She bounded toward him, moving even faster than the Wookiee's long legs could carry him.
When Tenel Ka fairly tackled Jacen, throwing her arm around him in a joyous embrace, he was nearly as astonished as the warrior girl.
He hugged her back, laughing. "Wow! That was almost worth falling for."
Lowbacca swept both of them together into a massive Wookiee hug.
Jacen spat ginger fur out of his mouth. "Okay, okay! I'm all right, you big walking carpet! At least I was fine until I got into this pileup here."
"But how, Jacen, my friend? What happened? How are you alive?
How did you get back here?" Tenel Ka asked in a rush.
Lowie roared his own barrage of questions, and Em Teedee added in a scolding tone, "Master Jacen, you gave us all such a fright. It was really terribly inconsiderate of you."
"Thanks, Em Teedee. I'm glad to see you, too," Jacen said. "I'll try not to do it again."
Lando, Jaina, and Zekk emerged from the Lady Luck, blinking in surprise as the other young Jedi Knights remained clustered around Jacen instead of greeting them upon their return from Clak'dor VII.
"Hey, did I miss something here?" Lando said.
Em Teedee answered for them all, speaking loudly in his tinny voice.
"You certainly did, Master Calrissian. And you don't know the half of it.
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Anja came up to Jacen, trembling. He could see the relief in her eyes, which she tried to cover up with a bland imperturbable smile.
"Now, this is one story I've got to hear," she said. "Don't tell me Jedi Knights can fly now?"
Jaina and Zekk ran to join their friends as Lando sealed his space yacht behind them. "Wild trip. We got a lot of information,"