Storm Warning - Mercedes Lackey [151]
“Not really,” the Priest told him. “Really, just take a rest; do whatever you want to do this afternoon. I’ll be in conference with the rest of the mages. We’re still mostly at the talking stage, now that we’ve reinforced all the shields and—well, never mind. Just take a little holiday.”
With that he was gone, leaving Karal to trail forlornly around the suite, finally ending up in his own room.
For the first time in a very long time, he had leisure to be lonely—and, suddenly, homesick. Up until now, he’d been so busy that he hadn’t had much time to think about himself. When he wasn’t actually working, he was encouraging An’desha, learning as much as he could about the land and the Heralds that guided it from the library and from Florian, or discussing what he’d learned with Ulrich.
He hadn’t even had a chance to talk about this latest crisis with his mentor, and that bothered him more than he had thought it would. He sat on the bed, staring at the wall, feeling very much left out. No point in looking for An’desha, he’d be with the others. Natoli was out doing whatever her Master assigned her. Florian was like Altra—you didn’t go to the Companion, he showed up when he wanted to. Karal wasn’t a mage—and he wasn’t one of the Blues, either. That left him with no purpose at all, and nothing useful to contribute.
:Oh, do stop feeling sorry for yourself!: Altra snapped, appearing out of nowhere and jumping up onto his bed. :You’ve taken the initiative before. What’s to stop you from doing it again? You’re an adult, Karal, an acolyte, not a novice! Of course you have a purpose! You’re supposed to be Ulrich’s assistant, aren’t you?:
“Ah—yes, but—” Karal began, starting a little at the Firecat’s sudden appearance.
The Firecat snorted. :Well, go assist him, then! Do your job! Who’s going to remind him to eat and rest if you don’t? Didn’t Solaris tell you to take care of him? All of the rest of them are younger than he is; if they don’t feel tired, they’ll keep going, and he’ll feel he has to keep up with them. Who’s going to take notes? Even if you don’t understand all that mage-babble, you can take notes, can’t you?: Altra’s tail switched from side to side, annoyance in every twitch.
Karal nodded, tentatively at first, then with more enthusiasm. There was a very good chance they wouldn’t exclude him if he presented himself at the door of the meeting. He was Ulrich’s assistant, after all. And there probably wasn’t anyone else playing secretary in all the mage-conferences.
:Besides, what you learn there, you can take to Natoli and the others,: Altra added, narrowing his eyes, which gave him a very sly, self-satisfied look. :The Seekers need that information as much as they need measurements. They really don’t know how magic works, and the more you can tell them, the better they can do their job. Right?:
“Right.” Karal got to his feet, and gathered up his pouch of note-taking materials. “Thank you, Altra.”
:My pleasure.: The Firecat twitched his tail again, jumped down off the bed—and vanished before he touched the floor.
Karal shivered. He really wished that Altra would at least get out of sight before he pulled one of those disappearing tricks. Having the Firecat there one moment and not-there the next was decidedly unnerving.
Oh, well. He knew where the meeting was going to be, since Ulrich had let that drop—not in the Council Chamber this time, since they couldn’t keep usurping it from governmental business, but in the gryphons’ suite, since it was the only other set of rooms large enough to hold the gryphons comfortably.
He had never been there, but it was easy enough to find a page to show him the way; they all seemed to know where the gryphons were. The tiny child who led him down the maze of corridors confessed as they walked that he often played with the young gryphons. Karal had to shake his head at that; how in Vkandis’ name had his parents been persuaded to allow him to play with meat-eating raptors that could easily bite his hand off? That said a lot for the ability of Treyvan and Hydona to convince