Terror Out of Space - Leigh Brackett [14]
"Why do you want to do it? Why do you have to torture me—drive them crazy for something they can't have—kill them?"
Torture? Crazy? Kill? I don't understand. They worship me. It is pleasant to be worshiped.
"Pleasant?" Lundy was yelling aloud, and didn't know it. "Pleasant, damn you! So you kill a good guy like Farrell, and drown Jackie Smith . . . ."
Kill? Wait—give me the thought again . . . .
Something inside Lundy turned cold and still, holding its breath. He sent the thought again. Death. Cessation. Silence, and the dark.
The tiny glowing figure on the black stone bent over its knees again, and it was sadder than a seabird's cry at sunset.
So will I be soon. So will all of us. Why did this planet take us out of space? The weight, the pressure breaks and crushes us, and we can't get free. In space there was no death, but now we die . . . .
Lundy stood quite still. The blood beat like drums in his temples.
"You mean that all you creatures out of space are dying? That the—the madness will stop of itself?"
Soon. Very soon. There was no death in space! There was no pain! We didn't know about them. Everything here was new, to be tasted and played with. We didn't know . . . .
"Hell!" said Lundy, and looked at the creatures beating at the crack of the stone door. He sat down.
You, too, will die.
Lundy raised his head slowly. His eyes had a terrible brightness.
"You like to be worshiped," he whispered. "Would you like to be worshiped after you die? Would you like to be remembered always as something good and beautiful—a goddess?"
That would be better than to be forgotten.
"Will you do what I ask of you, then? You can save my life, if you will. You can save the lives of a lot of those little flower-people. I'll see to it that everyone knows your true story. Now you're hated and feared, but after that you'll be loved."
Will you let me free of this net?
"If you promise to do what I ask?"
I would rather die at least free of this net. The tiny figure trembled and shook back the veil of dark hair. Hurry. Tell me . . . .
"Lead these creatures away from the door. Lead all of them in the city away, to the fire in the mountain where they'll be destroyed."
They will worship me. It is better than dying in a net. I promise.
Lundy got up and went to the altar. His feet were not steady. His hands were not steady, either, untying the net. Sweat ran in his eyes. She didn't have to keep her promise. She didn't have to . . . .
The net fell away. She stood up on her tiny pink feet.
Slowly, like a swirl of mist straightening in a little breeze. She threw her head back and smiled. Her mouth was red and sulky, her teeth whiter than new snow. Her lowered lids had faint blue shadows traced on them.
She began to grow, in the golden shaft of light, like a pillar of cloud rising toward the sun. Lundy's heart stood still. The clear gleam of her skin, the line of her throat and her young breasts, the supple turn of her flank and thigh . . . .
You worship me too.
Lundy stepped back, two lurching steps. "I worship you," he whispered. "Let me see your eyes."
She smiled and turned her head away. She stepped off the altar block, floating past him through the black water. A dream-thing, without weight or substance, and more desirable than all the women Lundy had seen in his life or his dreams. He followed her, staggering. He tried to catch her. "Open your eyes! Please open your eyes!"
She floated on, through the crack of the stone door. The kelp-things didn't see her. All they saw was Lundy coming toward them.
"Open your eyes!"
She turned, then, just before Lundy had stepped out to death in the hall beyond. He stopped, and watched her raise her shadowed lids.
He screamed, just once, and fell forward onto the black floor.
He never knew how long he lay there. It couldn't have been long in time, because he still had barely enough oxygen to make it to the coast when he came to. The kelp-beasts were gone.
But the time to Lundy was an eternity—an eternity he came out