The 7th Victim - Alan Jacobson [149]
And for the first time, it sunk in that Patrick Farwell was her biological father. Her own genes, a rapist and sadistic serial killer. She would have to spend some time chatting with Wayne Rudnick about this one: nature versus nurture . . . and how she turned out on the right side of the law, hunting down men like her father, when her own flesh and blood had gone in the opposite direction, showing a total disregard for human life. She found the thought impossible to come to grips with.
As she wrestled with that philosophical debate, she rested her head back on the seat and closed her eyes. The next thing she knew, they were parked at the curb in front of the op center and Robby was waking her.
sixty-nine
He’s here now, with one of his whores. It’s the one he likes, I can tell, because she’s here a lot. I started planning a few weeks ago, started thinking that I could do what he does, and I could do it better. I got excited thinking about it. But I’m scared. I’ve never done it before. It’s not like I don’t know what to do or how to do it. But something is holding me back. Yet there she is, lying on the bed. My chest tingles. I’m short of breath.
I have to do it! I’ll do what he does to me. Knock him out with the lead pipe. I got me one at Billy’s Hardware on the way home from work. I’m ready. I’ll beat him, I’ll beat the whore and leave. And I won’t come back—
HE SAT THERE, staring at the blank wall, thinking, remembering that time when he was finally ready to stand up for himself. But just as he was about to act, the cops came and took the prick away. They didn’t see him, hiding in his secret room. They crunched those handcuffs on his wrists and slammed his face into the wall a few feet away from his little peephole. He thought for sure they’d find him. But they didn’t care about him. They were there for the bastard, for what reason he never found out, because he never talked to him again. But the important thing was that he had the whole place to himself. The ranch, the house, everything.
At first he wondered if he was going to come back. But as the days and weeks passed, he figured the place was his, and he claimed it as his own. No one knew, no one came by. It was just him. He paid the electric bill with cash he earned from his job, and between stealing meat from work and making hot dogs, cheap spaghetti, and whatever else he could afford, he did just fine.
Couldn’t have asked for a better place, really. Plenty of land, perfect for dumping bodies, if he was into that sort of thing. But at the time he wasn’t thinking like that.
He’d heard it said that with age comes wisdom. Must be true, because he’d learned a lot over the years. And he had to say he felt pretty wise now. But one of the more important things he learned was to be able to recognize when the end had to come. He always promised himself he would be ready when the time came. And now here he was, about to confront it, wondering how it would feel. It came upon him suddenly, this need to conclude, to confront, to take the final step.
This is where it all started. Beginnings meeting endings, endings coming full circle, the circle of life.
Life as we know it, about to end.
Life about to end, a full circle.
He wondered how it would feel.
seventy
The geoprofile was right on. Vail held it in her hand and stared at the distribution, marveling at its accuracy. Though the Farwell ranch was outside the target areas, it lay on the westernmost boundary of the report’s overall geographic area.
During the past hour, Bledsoe had worked