The All-True Travels and Adventures of Lidie Newton_ A Novel - Jane Smiley [242]
"I need to talk about something, or I’ll fall asleep."
"Den you tell me."
"What?"
"Tell me about Wesconsin."
"That’s north of Illinois. It’s along way."
"Is dey all ablishinists up deah?"
"They voted not to carry out the Fugitive Slave Act."
"When I tol’ Massa Richard I war headed dat way, after dey caught me, he say it too d— cold for a niggah up deah, and all dey got is Indians, who don’ caeh about de cold."
"It is wild country."
"I don’ mine de cold. I done fine las’ winter. Delia and Ike say dey was dying, and Massa Richard, he done lay in ’is bed for four days wid three quilts ovah ’im, but I didn’ mine. Delia had de stove goin’ in de kitchen all day and all night, and she made us eat like hogs."
"But not many white people even want to go to Wisconsin. I hear it’s good in Ohio. That’s where my sister had a school before she died. A school for Negro children."
"I’ll go deah, den."
"But she died. The school is disbanded for now."
"But dey let her have it. I ain’ nevah heard of a place wheah dey let some lady have a school for niggah children before."
"You can get there by steamboat, if I take you."
"Oh, I ’spect you is takin’ me, den."
I said, ’’All right."
"Ifn you took me to Kansas, maybe you could get rid of me sooner."
"Yes, by us being shot. I could get rid of both of us pretty quick, I’ll bet. I won’t go back there."
"Kin I learn to read deah?"
"You can learn to read anywhere there’s something to read."
"Well, den, as Massa Richard would say, ’may I learn to read deah?’ Because I may not learn to read heah."
"Yes, you may learn to read there." Then I thought of something. "How does your husband know you’re escaping?"
"He don’! My Lawd, Missy Louisa, sometime you sound so smart, and den you say somethin’ so thick, like you haid’s made o’ wood!"
That put me in my place.
Though surely it was now the middle of the night, but I felt less exhausted than I had earlier and ready to eat, but Lorna had the provisions, and I was hesitant to say anything, until at last she sighed and remarked, "I spose we oughta eat somethin’, but I hates to stop."
"We can walk and eat."
"Cain’ do dat. Dat’s bad for you insides. Give you de cramp. Dey’s some hackberry bushes ovah dean. We kin set undah ’em."
I was grateful for that.
Now Lorna opened her bundle and laid out our apples and pears. What had looked appetizing when I purchased it looked paltry and cold in the darkness, and I sighed. Then Lorna unwrapped a cloth of her own, and I saw that she had a stack of corncakes. I said, "Where did you get those?"
"Delia made ’em for Malachi, she thought." She laughed. "She always tol’ me, ’Lorna, ifn I see you rummagin’ ’round de kitchen or de cellar, I kin read you mine!’ But she didn’."
The corncakes were light, delicious, and sweet, perfect with the apples, which were not quite ripe and very tart. I saw what else was in her bundle, too—the cup I’d bought, some squares of cloth, an apron, a pair of stockings, and a pair of shoes with wooden soles. That was all. She saw me looking but said nothing, and I turned away. After all, there was no telling how many times she had looked into my bag. After a bit, she said, "You man war