The Black Lung Captain - Chris Wooding [131]
But sometimes sacrifices were necessary.
Crake paused for a moment, to arrange himself and marshal his courage. He was heavily bundled up, despite the lack of a chill in the air, and he clutched his coat tightly around him as he entered the hospital reception area. It was brown and dull and smelled faintly of bleach, but it was clean and orderly, which eased Crake’s nerves a fraction. He’d always taken comfort in the signs of an efficient civilization. Banks, theaters, and high-class restaurants were a balm to the chaos in his life. At least this place, despite its seedy reputation, looked organized.
It was quiet at this time of night. A middle-aged nurse sat behind the reception desk, talking to a doctor. Both looked up as he entered.
“Visiting hours are over, I’m afraid,” said the nurse, once she’d established that he was not obviously maimed in any way. Her tone was sharp, calculated to persuade the listener that there was no point in arguing.
Crake tried anyway. “Yes, I’m … er … I’m afraid I couldn’t get here any earlier. It’s my uncle Merin. He’s very sick, I understand.”
“I’m sorry, but—” the nurse began, but the doctor overrode her.
“You must be Mardrew,” he said, walking over to shake Crake’s hand. “He said you were coming. He’s very keen to see you.” The doctor turned to the nurse. “It’s alright, I’ll take him through.”
The nurse shook her head and went back to her paperwork. “Don’t know why we bother having visiting hours at all,” she muttered sourly.
“This way, please,” said the doctor, showing Crake through a swing door. He was a short, thin man in his early thirties, with black hair oiled back close to his scalp and a small, tidy mustache. Crake followed him down a corridor until they were out of earshot of the nurse.
“You have the money?” the doctor asked him.
“Yes,” said Crake. And after that, nothing more was said.
So simple. They were past the nurse and in before Crake had time to think twice. A good thing too. He felt sure that his deeply ingrained fear of authority would have got the better of him if he’d been forced to stand there and wait. He’d have crumbled under the nurse’s gaze and turned back. But the doctor was in the reception area, just as Crake’s contact said he’d be. All Crake had to do was ask for his uncle Merin. The whole thing had gone like clockwork.
So why did he feel more scared than before?
They came across a sign indicating the way to the wards, but the doctor ignored it and went the other way down the corridor. The hospital was sterile and hushed. Nurses padded by, wheeling trollies. Janitors mopped the floors. They passed a hurrying doctor, who exchanged a quick word of greeting with Crake’s escort. Crake expected someone to challenge him at any moment. Surely they could sense he was on forbidden business? Surely it was obvious in his quick, roving gaze and his petrified expression?
But nobody took any notice.
Presently, they came to a door marked simply: ACCESS. The doctor checked to make sure nobody was in sight, then pushed it open and led Crake through.
There was a tight, dim stairwell beyond. They went down one level and through a metal door into another corridor.
The atmosphere here was less savory than on the floor above. The walls were grimy, and there were bits of litter in the corners. Electric lights buzzed overhead, their surfaces smeared with oily thumbprints. There was no smell of disinfectant here, only a hint of mold. It was chilly, and Crake was glad of his coat.
I shouldn’t be doing this, he thought to himself. The closer they got to their destination, the more sick and terrified he felt. It hadn’t seemed real until he’d got through reception. He’d half expected to be turned away. But the act of tricking the nurse had committed him. Even though he’d done nothing illegal yet,