The Cardinal of the Kremlin - Tom Clancy [233]
But there was a mountain to climb, and he was now grossly behind schedule, and all the consolation anyone could offer was Allah's will. Where was Allah when the bombs fell on my wife and daughter? Where was Allah when they took my son away? Where was Allah when the Russians bombed our refugee camp ? Why must life be so cruel?
"It is hard to wait, isn't it?" the Major observed. "Waiting is the hardest thing. The mind has nothing to occupy it, and the questions come."
"And your questions?"
"When will the war end? There is talk but there has been talk for years. I am tired of this war."
"You spent much of it on the other-" The Major's head snapped around. "Do not say that. I have been giving your band information for years! Didn't your leader tell you this?"
"No. We knew that he was getting something, but-" "Yes, he was a good man, and he knew that he had to protect me. Do you know how many times I sent my troops on useless patrols so that they'd miss you, how many times I was shot at by my own people-knowing that they wanted to kill me, knowing how they cursed my name?" The sudden flood of emotion amazed both men. "Finally I could bear it no more. Those of my troops who wanted to work for the Russians-well, it was not hard to send them into your ambushes, but I couldn't merely send those, could I? Do you know, my friend, how many of my troops-my good men-I consigned to death at your hands? Those I had left were loyal to me, and loyal to Allah, and it was time to join the freedom fighters once and for all. May God forgive me for all those who did not live long enough for this." Each man had his tale to tell, the Archer reflected, and the only consistent thread made but a single sentence: "Life is hard."
"It will be harder still for those atop this mountain." The Major looked around. "The weather is changing. The wind blows from the south now. The clouds will bring moisture with them. Perhaps Allah has not deserted us after all. Perhaps He will let us continue this mission. Perhaps we are His instrument, and He wilt show them through us that they should leave our country lest we come to visit them." The Archer grunted and looked up the mountain. He could no longer see the objective, but that didn't matter because, unlike the Major, he couldn't see the end to the war either. "We'll bring the rest across tonight."
"Yes. They will all be well rested, my friend."
"Mr. Clark?" He'd been on the treadmill for nearly an hour. Mancuso could tell from the sweat when he flipped the off switch.
"Yes, Captain?" Clark took off the headphones.
"What sort of music?"
"That sonar kid, Jones, lent me his machine. All he has is Bach, but it does keep the brain occupied."
"Message for you." Mancuso handed it over. The slip of paper merely had six words. They were code words, had to be, since they didn't actually mean anything.
"It's a go."
"When?"
"It doesn't say that. That'll be the next message."
"I think it's time you tell me how this thing goes," the Captain observed.
"Not here," Clark said quietly.
"My stateroom is this way." Mancuso waved. They went forward past the submarine turbine engines, then through the reactor compartment with its annoyingly noisy door, and finally through the Attack Center and into Mancuso's cabin. It was about as far as anyone could walk on a submarine. The Captain tossed Clark a towel to wipe the sweat from his face.
"I hope you didn't wear yourself out," he said.
"It's the boredom. All your people have jobs to do. Me, I just sit around and wait. Waiting is a bitch. Where's Captain Ramius?"
"Asleep, He doesn't have to be in on the thing this soon, does he?"
"No," Clark agreed.
"What exactly is the job? Can you teJl me now?"
"I'm bringing two people out," Clark replied simply.
"Two Russians? You're not picking up a thing? Two people?"
"That's right."
"And you're going to say that you do it all the time?" Mancuso asked.
"Not exactly all the time," Clark admitted. "I did one three years ago, another one a year before that. Two others never came