The Choiring of the Trees - Donald Harington [212]
He is looking all around, as if searching for something. She asks him what he’s looking for. “Bird,” he says.
“What bird?”
“The guard, Bird. I caint believe he’s not watchin us. I caint believe we’re all alone.”
She gives him a long kiss, a very long one, longer than any she’d ever done with Bird watching. He tastes of quinine, but she’s already tasted it, and it doesn’t bother her. When finally she breaks the kiss (realizing it would be up to her to start or break anything), she asks, “Would Bird have let us do that?”
“I reckon he must be off-duty,” Nail observes, grinning.
“There’s not even a table between us,” she remarks.
“Just these soppin bedcovers,” he observes.
She squeezes the fabric of the quilts and blankets, which are wet from his perspiration, although he has not been sweating for some time now. She whips the bedclothes off him. “There’s not much sun left in the afternoon,” she observes, “and I’d better hang these out to catch the last of it.” She starts to carry out the bedcovers but turns. “Are you cold?”
“Not right now,” he tells her.
She takes the wet blankets and quilts outside the cavern and drapes them in sunlight over the boughs of the cedars. She talks to the trees while she does it, and Rosabone thinks she’s talking to her and lifts her head to listen. She talks to Rosabone too. When she returns to the cavern, Nail asks her, “Who were you talkin to?” and she tells him the trees and her horse.
She kneels beside the bed and, with him still in it, begins changing the sheet: this technique she learned years ago when her mother was bedridden: you roll them to one side to remove the old sheet partway, roll them to the other side to get the rest of it, roll them back when the fresh sheet’s in place. But Nail is heavy; rolling him toward her, her hand slips and snags in the string around his neck, and she lifts it till her fingers hold the charm, the tiny golden tree. She’s nearly forgotten her little Christmas present to him, and hasn’t seen it since the day she bought it at Stifft’s Jewelers and took it home and wrapped it in a wad of tissue to enclose in her first letter to him. Thinking of that, she remembers that somewhere in Rosabone’s saddlebags is the bundle of all the letters she wrote him which they never let him have at the penitentiary, or which she has written in her idle hours in Stay More while waiting for him. More than a hundred pages, no, closer to two hundred: the story of her life, or all the parts of it she wants him to know, for now: her childhood in the big house on Arch Street, her brothers, her sister, her mother, and as much of her father as she can mention, for now. The story of her art lessons with Spotiswode Worthen. The story of her travels: an Arkansawyer in Chicago, in New York, in Paris, in London, in Arles, and then around the world with Marguerite Thompson Zorach. The story of her first visit to Stay More. The story of her visits to the governor. The story of the day she went to the ballpark to meet Irvin Bobo, and what happened that evening. All the stories. One of the letters contains a story of what was not actually allowed to happen but was only imagined: the night that the governor permitted her to spend in Nail’s cell. Another one of the letters, written in the future tense and the second person, contains the story of what will not yet have happened: the first night they will actually spend together. But she did not know, when she wrote it, that he would be ill with malaria, so that story is overly romantic, although the setting for it is actually this exact place and time, this cavern, this night, this July.
Should she let him read it? It would tickle him, amuse him, and any good humor would be sure to help him get well. But it was rather immodest and even frank in its details. Wouldn’t he be shocked? Wouldn’t he consider her brazen or indecent?
“Why do you keep on holdin it?” he asks,