The Classic Mystery Collection - Arthur Conan Doyle [3833]
"Oh! oh!"
She was swaying from side to side, swaying so heavily that I instinctively pushed forward a chair.
"Sit," I prayed. "You are not strong enough for this excitement."
She glanced at me vaguely, shook her head, but made no move toward accepting the proffered chair. She submitted, however, when I continued to press it upon her; and I felt less a brute and hard-hearted monster when I saw her sitting with folded hands before me.
"I bring this up," said I, "that you may understand what I mean when I say that some one else--another woman, in fact, may feel her claim upon this child greater than yours."
"You mean the real mother. Is she known? The doctor swore--"
"I do not know the real mother. I only know that you are not; that to win some toleration from your mother-in-law, to make sure of your husband's lasting love, you won the doctor over to a deception which secured a seeming heir to the Ocumpaughs. Whose child was given you, is doubtless known to you--"
"No, no."
I stared, aghast.
"What! You do not know?"
"No, I did not wish to. Nor was she ever to know me or my name."
"Then this hope has also failed. I thought that in this mother, we might find the child's abductor."
XVIII
"YOU LOOK AS IF--AS IF--"
I had studiously avoided looking at her while these last few words passed between us, but as the silence which followed this final outburst continued, I felt forced to glance her way if only to see what my next move should be. I found her gazing straight at me with a bright spot on either cheek, looking as if seared there by a red-hot iron.
"You are a detective," she said, as our regards met. "You have known this shameful secret always, yet have met my husband constantly and have never told."
"No, I saw no reason."
"Did you never, when you saw how completely my husband was deceived, how fortunes were bequeathed to Gwendolen, gifts lavished on her, her small self made almost an idol of, because all our friends, all our relatives saw in her a true Ocumpaugh, think it wicked to hold your peace and let this all go on as if she were the actual offspring of my husband and myself?"
"No; I may have wondered at your happiness; I may have thought of the consequences if ever he found out, but--"
I dared not go on; the quick, the agonizing nerve of her grief and suffering had been touched and I myself quailed at the result. Stammering some excuse, I waited for her soundless anguish to subside; then, when I thought she could listen, completed my sentence by saying:
"I did not allow my thoughts to stray quite so far, Mrs. Ocumpaugh. Not till my knowledge of your secret promised to be of use did I let it rise to any proportion in my mind. I had too much sympathy for your difficulties; I have to-day."
This hint of comfort, perhaps from the only source which could afford her any, seemed to move her.
"Do you mean that you are my friend?" she cried. "That you would help me, if any help were possible, to keep my secret and--my husband's love?"
I did not know how to dash the first spark of hope I had seen in her from the beginning of this more than painful interview. To avoid it, I temporized a trifle and answered with ready earnestness:
"I would do much, Mrs. Ocumpaugh, to make the consequences of your act as ineffective as possible and still be true to the interests of Mr. Ocumpaugh. If the child can be found--you wish that? You loved her?"
"O yes, I loved her." There was no mistaking the wistfulness of her tone. "Too well, far too well; only my husband more."
"If you can find her--that is the first thing, isn't it?"
"Yes."
It was a faint rejoinder. I looked at her again.
"_You do not wish her found_," I suddenly declared.
She started, rose to her feet, then suddenly sat again as if she felt that she could not stand.
"What makes you say that? How dare you? how can you say that? My husband loves her, I love her--she is our own child, if not by birth, by every tie which endears a child to a parent. Has that wicked man--"
"Doctor Pool!" I