The Complete Short Stories of Evelyn Waugh - Evelyn Waugh [252]
So the rites began. Billy was told to draw a circle about himself in the ground and he obeyed silently. Another potion was given to him.
“Put this on your hands, eyelids, navel and feet. Just a drop or two. That’s right.”
I was trembling unrestrainedly and I dared not look at Anderson because I knew that he was too. Craine went on evenly:
“And now comes a less pleasant part. I am afraid that you have to taste human blood,” and then to us, like a conjuror borrowing a watch, “will either of you two volunteer to lend some?”
Anderson and I started, thoroughly alarmed.
“Look here, Craine, this is beastly.”
“You can’t go on, Craine.”
But Craine said:
“Well, Donne, what are we going to do?” and Billy answered evenly, “Go on with it, Craine.”
It was the first time he had spoken since he drew the circle and he stood now quite calm and looking incredibly defenceless.
“Well, if neither of you two friends of his are willing, I suppose I must offer my blood.”
But by a sudden intuition, we both of us knew that this thing must be averted at all costs; I was conscious of the most immediate and overpowering danger and dreamlike stood unmoving; Anderson had started forward.
“If Billy wants to go on with this, he had better have mine.”
And Craine answered easily:
“As you like, my friend. Do not step inside the circle and cut deeply because he will need a good deal. That is all I ask you,” but he and Anderson and I knew that he had been in some strange way checked.
So Anderson rolled up his sleeve and cut his arm and Billy without hesitation put his lips to the wound. After a few moments, Craine said, “That should be enough”; so Anderson bound up his arm roughly with a handkerchief and Billy straightened himself; there was a small trickle of blood running down his chin. He was made to repeat some jumbled sentences in a foreign tongue and then Craine produced a strip of fur.
“The girdle,” he said, “put it on Donne.”
“And now you have to kneel down and say a paternoster backwards. You had better repeat it after me.”
And then there occurred something of which, I think, I shall never lose the memory. Billy did not kneel down; he crouched back on his haunches like an animal and threw his head right back; his fair hair stirred in the moonlight, but on his face there came a look of awakening and of savagery, his lips drawn back and showing his teeth. I stood there in wild horror and saw this happen.
“Amen, Saeculorum Saecula in gloria.”
And the Thing in the circle drew in its breath. I dare not now think what that sound might have been. I refuse resolutely to let myself consider the possibility that it might not have been Billy’s voice; that the Thing in the circle was not Billy, his face contorted by some trick of the moonlight. Even then, in that moment of terror, I would not let myself consider this but I knew by an animal apprehension of the Unknown that that sound must be stopped if we were to keep our sanity; that from the moment we heard it our lives must be wholly altered. Anderson knew this, too; and, always quicker to act than I, he was in the circle while I stood numb with horror. He was a strong man and he flung Billy across the scratched circumference, tearing the girdle from him; he fell in a heap and his elbow struck on a stone; a drop of blood oozed through the earth. Then he raised himself, and, holding his elbow said, “Dick, are you mad? Why on earth did you do that? You’ve hurt me damnably.” And then suddenly turning on to his face he burst into a fit of hysterical crying and lay there shaking from head to foot and we three watching him. Craine, of course, spoke first.*
*The rest omitted owing to blind stupidity of editor and printer.
THE NATIONAL GAME
My brother said to me at breakfast:
“When you last played cricket, how many runs did you make?” And I answered him, truthfully, “Fifty.”
I remembered the occasion well for this was what happened. At school, oh! many years ago now, I had had my sixth form privileges taken away for some unpunctuality or other trifling delinquency and the captain of