The Complete Stories - Flannery O'Connor [182]
The other six Pitts children began to bawl and pipe, “Where we play!” “Don’t let him do that, Pa!”
“We won’t be able to see the road!” and similar idiocies. Mary Fortune did not say anything. She had a mulish reserved look as if she were planning some business of her own. Pitts had stopped eating and was staring in front of him. His plate was full but his fists sat motionless like two dark quartz stones on either side of it. His eyes began to move from child to child around the table as if he were hunting for one particular one of them. Finally they stopped on Mary Fortune sitting next to her grandfather. “You done this to us,” he muttered.
“I didn’t,” she said but there was no assurance in her voice. It was only a quaver, the voice of a frightened child.
Pitts got up and said, “Come with me,” and turned and walked out, loosening his belt as he went, and to the old man’s complete despair, she slid away from the table and followed him, almost ran after him, out the door and into the truck behind him, and they drove off.
This cowardice affected Mr. Fortune as if it were his own. It made him physically sick. “He beats an innocent child,” he said to his daughter, who was apparently still prostrate at the end of the table, “and not one of you lifts a hand to stop him.”
“You ain’t lifted yours neither,” one of the boys said in an undertone and there was a general mutter from that chorus of frogs.
“I’m an old man with a heart condition,” he said. “I can’t stop an ox.”
“She put you up to it,” his daughter murmured in a languid listless tone, her head rolling back and forth on the rim of her chair. “She puts you up to everything.”
“No child never put me up to nothing!” he yelled. “You’re no kind of a mother! You’re a disgrace! That child is an angel! A saint!” he shouted in a voice so high that it broke and he had to scurry out of the room.
The rest of the afternoon he had to lie on his bed. His heart, whenever he knew the child had been beaten, felt as if it were slightly too large for the space that was supposed to hold it. But now he was more determined than ever to see the filling station go up in front of the house, and if it gave Pitts a stroke, so much the better. If it gave him a stroke and paralyzed him, he would be served right and he would never be able to beat her again.
Mary Fortune was never angry with him for long, or seriously, and though he did not see her the rest of that day, when he woke up the next morning, she was sitting astride his chest ordering him to make haste so that they would not miss the concrete mixer.
The workmen were laying the foundation for the fishing club when they arrived and the concrete mixer was already in operation. It was about the size and color of a circus elephant; they stood and watched it churn for a half-hour or so. At eleven-thirty, the old man had an appointment with Tilman to discuss his transaction and they had to leave. He did not tell Mary Fortune where they were going but only that he had to see a man.
Tilman operated a combination country store, filling station, scrap-metal dump, used-car lot and dance hall five miles down the highway that connected with the dirt road that passed in front of the Fortune place. Since the dirt road would soon be paved, he wanted a good location on it for another such enterprise. He was an up-and-coming man-the kind, Mr. Fortune thought, who was never just in line with progress but always a little ahead of it so that he could be there to meet it when it arrived. Signs up and down the highway announced that Tilman’s was only five miles away, only four, only three, only two, only one; “Watch out for Tilman’s, Around this bend!” and finally, “Here it is, Friends, TILMAN’S!” in dazzling red letters.
Tilman’s was bordered on either side by a field of old used-car bodies, a kind of ward for incurable automobiles. He also sold outdoor ornaments, such as stone cranes and chickens, urns, jardinieres, whirligigs, and farther back from the road, so as not to depress his dance-hall customers, a line of tombstones and monuments.