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of the Blood. Sometimes she used to summon me to amuse her and walk with me by the water in the beautiful gardens of the Petit Triano. I used to imitate the people she disliked. I disliked them, too. I have seen her laugh until the tears came into her eyes when I talked of Monsieur Necker. As the dark days drew nearer I loved more and more to be in the seclusion of the country at Montmery, at the St. Gre of my girlhood. I can see St. Gre now,'' said the Vicomtesse, ``the thatched houses of the little village on either side of the high-road, the honest, red-faced peasants courtesying in their doorways at our berline, the brick wall of the park, the iron gates beside the lodge, the long avenue of poplars, the deer feeding in the beechwood, the bridge over the shining stream and the long, weather-beaten chateau beyond it. Paris and the muttering of the storm were far away. The mornings on the sunny terrace looking across the valley to the blue hills, the walks in the village, grew very dear to me. We do not know the value of things, Mr. Ritchie, until we are about to lose them.''
``You did not go back to court?'' I asked.
She sighed.
``Yes, I went back. I thought it my duty. I was at Versailles that terrible summer when the States General met, when the National Assembly grew out of it, when the Bastille was stormed, when the King was throwing away his prerogatives like confetti. Never did the gardens of the Trianon seem more beautiful, or more sad. Sometimes the Queen would laugh even then when I mimicked Bailly, Des Moulins, Mirabeau. I was with her Majesty in the gardens on that dark, rainy day when the fishwomen came to Versailles. The memory of that night will haunt me as long as I live. The wind howled, the rain lashed with fury against the windows, the mob tore through the streets of the town, sacked the wine-shops, built great fires at the corners. Before the day dawned again the furies had broken into the palace and murdered what was left of the Guard. You have heard how they carried off the King and Queen to Paris--how they bore the heads of the soldiers on their pikes. I saw it from a window, and I shall never forget it.''
Her voice faltered, and there were tears on her lashes. Some quality in her narration brought before me so vividly the scenes of which she spoke that I started when she had finished. There was much more I would have known, but I could not press her to speak longer on a subject that gave her pain. At that moment she seemed more distant to me than ever before. She rose, went into the house, and left me thinking of the presumptions of the hopes I had dared to entertain, left me picturing sadly the existence of which she had spoken. Why had she told me of it? Perchance she had thought to do me a kindness!
She came back to me--I had not thought she would. She sat down with her embroidery in her lap, and for some moments busied herself with it in silence. Then she said, without looking up:--
``I do not know why I have tired you with this, why I have saddened myself. It is past and gone.''
``I was not tired, Madame. It is very difficult to live in the present when the past has been so brilliant,'' I answered.
``So brilliant!'' She sighed. ``So thoughtless,--I think that is the sharpest regret.'' I watched her fingers as they stitched, wondering how they could work so rapidly. At last she said in a low voice, ``Antoinette and Mr. Temple have told me something of your life, Mr. Ritchie.''
I laughed.
``It has been very humble,'' I replied.
``What I heard was--interesting to me,'' she said, turning over her frame. ``Will you not tell me something of it?''
``Gladly, Madame, if that is the case,'' I answered.
``Well, then,'' she said, ``why don't you?''
``I do not know which part you would like, Madame. Shall I tell you about Colonel Clark? I do not know when to begin--''
She dropped her sewing in her lap and looked up at me quickly.
``I told you that you were a strange man,'' she said. ``I almost lose patience with you. No,
``You did not go back to court?'' I asked.
She sighed.
``Yes, I went back. I thought it my duty. I was at Versailles that terrible summer when the States General met, when the National Assembly grew out of it, when the Bastille was stormed, when the King was throwing away his prerogatives like confetti. Never did the gardens of the Trianon seem more beautiful, or more sad. Sometimes the Queen would laugh even then when I mimicked Bailly, Des Moulins, Mirabeau. I was with her Majesty in the gardens on that dark, rainy day when the fishwomen came to Versailles. The memory of that night will haunt me as long as I live. The wind howled, the rain lashed with fury against the windows, the mob tore through the streets of the town, sacked the wine-shops, built great fires at the corners. Before the day dawned again the furies had broken into the palace and murdered what was left of the Guard. You have heard how they carried off the King and Queen to Paris--how they bore the heads of the soldiers on their pikes. I saw it from a window, and I shall never forget it.''
Her voice faltered, and there were tears on her lashes. Some quality in her narration brought before me so vividly the scenes of which she spoke that I started when she had finished. There was much more I would have known, but I could not press her to speak longer on a subject that gave her pain. At that moment she seemed more distant to me than ever before. She rose, went into the house, and left me thinking of the presumptions of the hopes I had dared to entertain, left me picturing sadly the existence of which she had spoken. Why had she told me of it? Perchance she had thought to do me a kindness!
She came back to me--I had not thought she would. She sat down with her embroidery in her lap, and for some moments busied herself with it in silence. Then she said, without looking up:--
``I do not know why I have tired you with this, why I have saddened myself. It is past and gone.''
``I was not tired, Madame. It is very difficult to live in the present when the past has been so brilliant,'' I answered.
``So brilliant!'' She sighed. ``So thoughtless,--I think that is the sharpest regret.'' I watched her fingers as they stitched, wondering how they could work so rapidly. At last she said in a low voice, ``Antoinette and Mr. Temple have told me something of your life, Mr. Ritchie.''
I laughed.
``It has been very humble,'' I replied.
``What I heard was--interesting to me,'' she said, turning over her frame. ``Will you not tell me something of it?''
``Gladly, Madame, if that is the case,'' I answered.
``Well, then,'' she said, ``why don't you?''
``I do not know which part you would like, Madame. Shall I tell you about Colonel Clark? I do not know when to begin--''
She dropped her sewing in her lap and looked up at me quickly.
``I told you that you were a strange man,'' she said. ``I almost lose patience with you. No,