The crystal cave - Mary Stewart [22]
"Yes. Myrddin. He lends me his spring, and his hollow hill, and his heaven of woven light, and in return I give him his due. It does not do to neglect the gods of a place, whoever they may be. In the end, they are all one."
"If you're not a hermit, then, what are you?"
"At the moment, a teacher."
"I have a tutor. He comes from Massilia, but he's actually been to Rome. Who do you teach?"
"Until now, nobody. I'm old and tired, and I came to live here alone and study."
"Why do you have the dead bats in there, on the box?"
"I was studying them."
I stared at him. "Studying bats? How can you study bats?"
"I study the way they are made, and the way they fly, and mate, and feed. The way they live. Not only bats, but beasts and fish and plants and birds, as many as I see."
"But that's not studying!" I regarded him with wonder. "Demetrius -- that's my tutor -- tells me that watching lizards and birds is dreaming, and a waste of time. Though Cerdic -- that's a friend -- told me to study the ring-doves."
"Why?"
"Because they're quick, and quiet, and keep out of the way. Because they only lay two eggs, but still though everybody hunts them, men and beasts and hawks, there are still more ring-doves than anything else."
"And they don't put them in cages." He drank some water, regarding me. "So you have a tutor. Then you can read?"
"Of course."
"Can you read Greek?"
"A little."
"Then come with me."
He got up and went into the cave. I followed him. He lit the candle once more -- he had put it out to save tallow -- and by its light lifted the lid of the box. In it I saw the rolled shapes of books, more books together than I had ever imagined there were in the world. I watched as he selected one, closed the lid carefully, and unrolled the book.
"There."
With delight, I saw what it was. A drawing, spidery but definite, of the skeleton of a bat. And alongside it, in neat, crabbed Greek letters, phrases which I immediately, forgetting even Galapas' presence, began to spell out to myself.
In a minute or two his hand came over my shoulder. "Bring it outside." He pulled out the nails holding one of the dried leathery bodies to the box-lid, and lifted it carefully in his palm. "Blow out the candle. We'll look at this together."
And so, with no more question, and no more ceremony, began my first lesson with Galapas.
***
It was only when the sun, low over one wing of the valley, sent a long shadow creeping up the slope, that I remembered the other life that waited for me, and how far I had to go. I jumped to my feet.
"I'll have to go! Demetrius won't say anything, but if I'm late for supper they'll ask why."
"And you don't intend to tell them?"
"No, or they'd stop me coming again."
He smiled, making no comment. I doubt if I noticed then the calm assumptions on which the interview had been based; he had neither asked how I had come, nor why. And because I was only a child I took it for granted, too, though for politeness' sake I asked him:
"I may come again, mayn't I?"
"Of course."
"I -- it's hard to say when. I never know when I'll get away -- I mean, when I'll be free."
"Don't worry. I shall know when you are coming. And I shall be here."
"How can you know?"
He was rolling up the book with those long, neat fingers. "The same way I knew today."
"Oh! I was forgetting. You mean