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tipped it toward Mickey. "To never swilling a pint of that
godforsaken ale again."
"You can toast to that, my friend. 'Fraid if I do the
same I'll be out of a job."
"This world today you'll be out of a job in the next six
months anyhow."
"Did you come here just to ruin my day, Jack?"
"I'm the black cloud hanging over every man's driveway," Jack said with a grin. He sipped the soda.
"As long as you pay your tab," Mickey said, cleaning a glass.
Jack held up the soda glass, shook it gently, the ice
cubes clinking. "This stuff, what do you charge for it?
Two bucks a glass?"
"Four," Mickey said, slight embarrassment in his voice.
"Four dollars," Jack said. "What does it cost to manufacture? Three cents?"
"No idea," Mickey said. "I'll tell you one thing, it
costs a whole lot more than three cents to buy the syrup."
"See, this is exactly what's wrong with this country,"
Jack said.
"Christ, here we go."
"No, hear me out. My paper, you can buy it on the
street for fifty cents. And for that fifty cents, you get hundreds of articles written by some pretty smart people--
okay, some of them are dumber than my shoes--about
everything you need to know about the world. Now, for
this little glass of sugar piss, you could buy one of my
newspapers for eight straight days."
"I thought it was more expensive on the weekends."
"Don't be a smart-ass," Jack continued. "Anyway,
people don't value things like that anymore. When I
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started out in this business, you couldn't walk down the
street without seeing everyone carrying a copy of the
morning's paper under their arm. Now, they're doing everything but reading. iPods, BlackBerries, video games,
text messages, bird calls, Pictionary. It's like people go
out of their way to be ignorant."
"Why are you here, Jack?" Mickey asked. Jack was
surprised to see that the look on Mickey's face wasn't
jovial, but serious enough to get Jack to forget about his
rant. "You say you're on the wagon. Haven't had a drink
in two months. I give you credit for that, my friend, and
it's always good to see you back around here. But it seems
kind of stupid to me for a man trying to stay off the sauce
to hang out at a bar. Not exactly the best atmosphere to
keep you focused, know what I mean?"
Jack nodded. He didn't have a reply for that. It just felt
natural, coming back here, like a memory that haunted
you but kept tugging at the edges of your subconscious.
It was only in the last few years that the drinking had
really become a problem. Back in the day, a lunch without
three martinis was a lunch wasted. An after-work cocktail
wasn't an occasion; it was part of the job. You went home
sauced, you woke up hungover, and everything in between was done to even it out. Now, drinks at lunch were
almost passe. Expense accounts had been slashed like a
murder victim, and if you ordered a second drink you
might get a look.
Now, everything was moderated. People judged you. It
was a few years ago when Wallace Langston pointed out
that Jack's face was looking red, puffy. Wallace recommended a good dermatologist who helped cure his wife's
rosacea. Jack, perplexed, took the number but never called.
He lied to Wallace and told him he'd seen the doctor,
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though in retrospect that might not have been the wisest
course of action since it made the editor in chief even
more suspicious when the symptoms began to worsen.
He'd never wanted to leave. Never dreamed of putting
down the pen until he was either good and ready, or dead
and buried. And last year, he was neither. It was Paulina
Cole who forced his hand, by printing a newspaper article
that swung an ax at his reputation, left him alone and
crying on his bedroom floor.
Jack O'Donnell refused to go out like that. Refused to
go out a laughingstock.
In order to restore his reputation, he needed one last
home run, one last story to remind the public just why
they'd trusted him for the better part of half a century.
First, though, he needed to clean up. Funny thing, he
was never in denial