The Dharma Bums - Jack Kerouac [60]
“Never spoke more truly, Ray.”
The big old gal came up to us, too, noticing us, especially me. She called me darling, in fact. “I kin see from your eyes that you understand ever word I’m sayin, darling. I want you to know that I want you to go to Heaven and be happy. I want you to understand ever word I’m sayin.”
“I hear and understand.”
Across the street was the new Buddhist temple some young Chamber of Commerce Chinatown Chinese were trying to build, by themselves, one night I’d come by there and, drunk, pitched in with them with a wheelbarrow hauling sand from outside in, they were young Sinclair Lewis idealistic forwardlooking kids who lived in nice homes but put on jeans to come down and work on the church, like you might expect in some Midwest town some Midwest kids with a bright-faced Richard Nixon leader, the prairie all around. Here in the heart of the tremendously sophisticated little city called San Francisco Chinatown they were doing the same thing but their church was the church of Buddha. Strangely Japhy wasn’t interested in the Buddhism of San Francisco Chinatown because it was traditional Buddhism, not the Zen intellectual artistic Buddhism he loved—but I was trying to make him see that everything was the same. In the restaurant we’d eaten with chopsticks and enjoyed it. Now he was saying goodbye to me and I didn’t know when I’d see him again.
Behind the colored woman was a man preacher who kept rocking with his eyes closed saying “That’s right.” She said to us “Bless both you boys for listenin to what I have to say. Remember that we know that all things woik together for good to them that loves God, to them who are the called accordin to His purpose. Romans eight eighteen, younguns. And there’s a new field a-waitin for ya, and be sure you live up to every one of your obligations. Hear now?”
“Yes, ma’am, be seein ya.” I said goodbye to Japhy.
I spent a few days with Cody’s family in the hills. He was tremendously sad about Rosie’s suicide and kept saying he had to pray for her night and day at this particular crucial moment when because she was a suicide her soul was still flitting around the surface of the earth ready for either purgatory or hell. “We got to get her in purgatory, man.” So I helped him pray when I slept on his lawn at night in my new sleeping bag. During the days I took down the little poems his children recited to me, in my little breastpocket notebooks. Yoo hoo…yoo hoo…Icome to you…Boo hoo…boo hoo…I love you…Bloo bloo…the sky is blue…I’m higher than you…boo hoo…boo hoo. Meanwhile Cody was saying “Don’t drink so much of that old wine.”
Late Monday afternoon I was at the San Jose yards and waited for the afternoon Zipper due in at four-thirty. It was its day off so I had to wait for the Midnight Ghost due in at seven-thirty. Meanwhile as soon as it got dark I cooked my can of macaroni on a little Indian fire of twigs among the deep dense weeds by the track, and ate. The Ghost was coming in. A friendly switchman told me I’d better not try to get on it as there was a yard bull at the crossing with a big flashlight who would see if anybody was riding away on it and would phone ahead of Watsonville to have them thrown off. “Now that it’s winter the boys have been breaking into the sealed trucks and breaking windows and leaving bottles on the floor, wreckin that train.”
I sneaked down to the East end of the yard with heavy pack slung on, and caught the Ghost as she was coming out, beyond the bull’s crossing, and opened the sleeping bag and took my shoes off, put them under my wrapped-up balled-up coat and slipped in and slept beautiful joyous sleep all the way to Watsonville where I hid by the weeds till highball, got on again, and slept then all night long flying down the unbelievable coast and O Buddha thy moonlight O Christ thy starling on the sea, the sea, Surf, Tangair, Gaviota, the train going eighty miles an hour and me warm as toast in my sleeping bag flying down and going home for Christmas. In fact