The Four Corners of the Sky_ A Novel - Michael Malone [4]
“You’re nuts.” But he believed her, pulled away his hand before she could slam the car door on it.
In the Porsche’s rearview window, as she skidded away from the replicated row of military houses, she watched him kicking over a big green garbage can at the curb. His attack on the can looked so much like the tantrums he’d had at Annapolis that she stopped the car with a jolting bounce to watch him. Then she leaned over to ask the slender cat in the carrier beside her, “Was I crazy? Why did I ever marry him?”
The cat, Amy Johnson, ignored the question.
That was thirteen months ago.
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In Emerald, Annie glanced behind her but didn’t yet see her Uncle Clark anywhere on the old two-lane that led toward Pilgrim’s Rest. She was almost home. On her cell phone, she called her divorce lawyer in Maryland, near the Navy Academy where she taught. She’d been postponing talking with this man, whom she’d met only twice and who charged her for every minute of conversation. When she reached him, she spoke quickly. He assured her that the final settlement would be awaiting her signature and Brad’s when she returned to Annapolis after the holiday. “Enjoy the Fourth,” he advised. “Relax.”
“I’ll relax when I’m divorced.”
“I doubt it,” the lawyer predicted.
She hung up, not wanting to chat about her personality at three hundred dollars an hour.
Annie passed a field of ripening corn. She had not been home to Emerald since early spring and she made an effort now to notice the changes in the summer trees and farmland as she sped by them. More often than not she was, she admitted, in front of or behind the moment, planning for the next problem, remembering the last crisis. Her aunt Sam was always telling her that life was what was happening in the side view. But moving forward, Annie ignored the periphery and while she admitted their loss and tried to remember to look left and right, usually she forgot.
Today was, however, her vacation, her birthday, her trip home. So she slowed slightly and as she did so, saw around her soybeans and tobacco, wheat and corn bowing to the strong storm wind. On both sides of the old highway stretched out an America that nearer to Emerald had been replaced by huge concrete box stores stretching across hot parking lots in which high-wheeled trucks and big SUVs banged into each other. But here on the outskirts, the world was still local. People still kept machines and repaired them. In a yard across the road from her, a man bent under the hood of an old truck. Here the long flat green land was lush and ripe and empty. A boy was making his bicycle jump in a driveway. A woman kept looking into her mailbox, hoping for more than was there.
Annie’s fingers loosened on the steering wheel as she waited at the familiar stoplight blinking at the crossroads. Rolling her neck side to side on the headrest, hearing the crackle in her vertebrae, she felt everything easing. Across the intersection, two little girls ran out of a peanut field beside an orange-red brick ranch house with aluminum white columns and an over-sized door. The little girls wigwagged their arms when Annie blew her horn. She waved her Navy lieutenant’s hat at them so that her hair flew out, wild and gold. She wanted them to see that the fast driver of the powerful convertible, the military officer, was, like them, a girl.
While Annie had ostensibly been hurrying to protect the Porsche’s leather seats from the coming rain, the truth was—as her uncle Clark always said when asking her to slow down—she was speeding because she liked to go fast. Speed had long been the gauge by which she’d judged herself. During her four years with Brad at the Naval Academy, she’d been secretly frustrated that in aviation tests he was consistently the faster flyer. To be fastest, to be first, mattered. Now her chance was coming. A week ago, her commanding officer had told her that she had been chosen to take a test flight in a new