The Glassblower of Murano - Marina Fiorato [73]
The answer came back: 'Veronesi tutti matti.'
Corradino had never thought he would be glad to see Gaston Duparcmieur. But he could have wept with joy as he went to board the boat, and grasped the proffered hand with real warmth.
As he hunched, chilled, in the bottom of the bark as it shot silently into the lagoon with no more than the faint plash of the oars, Corradino considered the truth of the passwords. The Veronese were mad indeed - Giulietta was a Veronese, and she must have been mad to put herself through what he had just experienced. But then he checked himself.
She was not mad, for she did what she did for love. And so did I.
CHAPTER 23
The Vessel
To have wanted something for so long, to have hoped against hope, until hope itself dies, and resignation sets in. To have almost forgotten what it was that you wanted so much. And then, at last, to be given the thing that you desired, and be _filled with joy and terror in equal measure. Venice is a prism. Light enters white and leaves in a rainbow of colours. Everything is changed here. 1 am changed.
Leonora lay beside Alessandro with her hands on her bare stomach, holding the child within.
The cacophony of bells that rang through Venice always woke her, while the native Alessandro slept solidly through the city's song.
Be not afeared. The isle is full of noises, Sounds, and sweet airs, that give delight and hurt not ...
She never minded this waking - it was a delight to her to be pulled from her dreams by the bells, to lie in the gold morning light watching the curve ofAlessandro's back, perhaps gently touching his warm hair, and to think idly of the day ahead. But today her thoughts were muddled as she attempted to absorb what had happened to her and the implications for her life. Her mind raced from the practical - what would she tell Adelino? What of her job? Did she still have one? - to the fantastical; she and Alessandro dandling a golden-headed child as their gondola swooped beneath the Bridge of Sighs. Her thoughts were ordered in one aspect - like a flock of gulls at a trawler they wheeled away singly but returned always to mass at the straining nets. All her thoughts came back to the child within her, and above all, how to tell Alessandro.
She had thought for so long that she was `barren'. The old fashioned word stuck in her head. It seemed so expressive of everything in her life then - not just the childlessness but the sensation of being alone, left. `Barren' described an empty, dark, Bronte moorland where nothing grew and no one ever trod. Her `barrenness' had become a part of her, the label that she applied to herself. She carried it like a burden. So entrenched was her psyche that after the `safe sex' of their first encounter, she had never used contraception with Alessandro. He, in the Italian way,