The Golden Bowl - Henry James [108]
‘You say your husband’s ill? He felt too ill to come?’
‘No, my dear – I think not. If he had been too ill I wouldn’t have left him.’
‘And yet Maggie was worried?’ Mrs Assingham asked.
‘She worries easily, you know. She’s afraid of influenza – of which he has had at different times several attacks, though never with the least gravity.’
‘But you’re not afraid of it?’
Charlotte had for a moment a pause; it had continued to come to her that really to have her case ‘out’, as they said, with the person in the world to whom her most intimate difficulties had oftenest referred themselves, would help her on the whole more than hinder; and under that feeling all her opportunity, with nothing kept back, with a thing or two perhaps even thrust forward, seemed temptingly to open. Besides, didn’t Fanny at bottom half-expect, absolutely at the bottom half-want, things? – so that she’d be disappointed if, after what must just have occurred for her, she didn’t get something to put between the teeth of her so restless rumination, that cultivation of the fear, of which our young woman had already had glimpses, that she might have ‘gone too far’ in her irrepressible interest in other lives. What had just happened – it pieced itself together for Charlotte – was that the Assingham sposi, drifting like every one else, had had somewhere in the gallery, in the rooms, an accidental concussion; had it after the Colonel, over his balustrade, had observed, in the favouring high light, her public junction with the Prince. His very dryness in this encounter would have, as always, struck a spark from his wife’s curiosity, and, familiar, on his side, with all that she saw in things, he must have thrown her, as a fine little bone to pick, some report of the way one of her young friends was ‘going on’ with another. He knew perfectly – such at least was Charlotte’s liberal assumption – that she wasn’t going on with any one, but she also knew that, given the circumstances, she was inevitably to be sacrificed, in some form or another, to the humorous intercourse of the inimitable pair. The Prince meanwhile had also, under coercion, sacrificed her; the Ambassador had come up to him with a message from Royalty, to whom he was led away; after which she had talked for five minutes with Sir John Brinder, who had been of the Ambassador’s company and who had rather artlessly remained with her. Fanny had then arrived in sight of them at the same moment as some one else she didn’t