The Golden Bowl - Henry James [50]
The time had been taken up largely by his active reception of his own wedding-guests and by Maggie’s scarce less absorbed entertainment of her friend, whom she had kept for hours together in Portland Place; whom she hadn’t, as wouldn’t have been convenient, invited altogether as yet to migrate, but who had been present with other persons, his contingent, at luncheon, at tea, at dinner, at perpetual repasts – he had never in his life, it struck him, had to reckon with so much eating – whenever he had looked in. If he hadn’t again till this hour, save for a minute, seen Charlotte alone, so, positively, all the while, he hadn’t seen even Maggie; and if therefore he hadn’t seen even Maggie nothing was more natural than that he shouldn’t have seen Charlotte. The exceptional minute, a mere snatch, at the tail of the others, on the huge Portland Place staircase,1 had sufficiently enabled the girl to remind him – so ready she assumed him to be – of what they were to do. Time pressed if they were to do it at all. Every one had brought gifts; his relations had brought wonders – how did they still have, where did they still find, such treasures? She only had brought nothing, and she was ashamed; yet even by the sight of the rest of the tribute she wouldn’t be put off. She would do what she could, and he was, unknown to Maggie, he must remember, to give his aid. He had prolonged the minute so far as to take time to hesitate for a reason, and then to risk bringing his reason out. The risk was because he might hurt her – hurt her pride, if she had that particular sort. But she might as well be hurt one way as another; and, besides, that particular sort of pride was just what she hadn’t. So his slight resistance while they lingered had been just easy enough not to be impossible.
‘I hate to encourage you – and for such a purpose, after all – to spend your money.’
She had stood a stair or two below him; where, while she looked up at him beneath the high domed light of the hall, she rubbed with her palm the polished mahogany of the balustrade, which was mounted on fine ironwork, eighteenth-century English. ‘Because you think I must have so little? I’ve enough, at any rate – enough for us to take our hour. Enough,’ she had smiled, ‘is as good as a feast! And then,’ she had said, ‘it isn’t of course a question of anything expensive, gorged with treasure as Maggie is; it isn’t a question of competing or outshining. What, naturally, in the way of the priceless, hasn’t she got? Mine is to be the offering of the poor – something precisely that no rich person could ever give her, and that, being herself too rich ever to buy it, she would therefore never have.’ Charlotte had spoken as if after so much thought.