The Hidden Man - Charles Cumming [42]
It was winter, but the waiting area was very hot. A service was being held in the chapel and the quiet melody of ‘Abide With Me’ fed into the narrow corridor, barely accompanied by singing. Two of Ben’s friends - Joe and Natalie - had offered to come with him as a gesture of support, and he regretted now that he had told them not to bother. Just to have someone to talkto, a familiar face other than Mark or Alice, would have consoled him slightly, given him someone to rely on.
‘May I introduce Christopher’s sons, Benjamin and Mark?’ McCreery was saying. His demeanour managed to combine an almost stately dignity with a concealed sense that he had more pressing matters at hand. ‘And Benjamin’s wife, Alice.’
McCreery had led them towards a group of five men, all of whom were in late middle-age and seemed, by their relaxed and close proximity, to have known one another for some time. Ben assumed they were Foreign Office, probably SIS, and felt an immediate antipathy towards all of them. As the handshakes flowed he noticed the tallest of the five men staring too long at Alice, his eyes drifting steadily towards her breasts, and he almost lashed out in frustration. He had experienced this so many times before, just walking beside her on the street or at parties for the Standard, men with tired marriages and Alice that friend of their daughter’s they’d always wanted to fuck. But at a funeral? Doesn’t it stop even then? Instead he deliberately caught the man’s eye and stared him down.
Beside him someone with a beard was saying, ‘I knew your father for many years. Liked him a lot. I’m so sorry for what’s happened.’
‘Thankyou,’ Mark told him.
Someone else asked, ‘Have there been any developments with the police?’ as if he were enquiring after the time.
‘Not really,’ Mark said. ‘There was nothing stolen from the flat, so they’re assuming it was premeditated. None of the neighbours have been able to come up with anything. Ben knows more about it than I do. He’s been under a lot of pressure.’
Five pairs of eyes settled on Mark’s dishevelled, self-evidently artistic younger brother as if to weigh up the veracity of this observation. The man standing nearest him said, ‘I’m sure,’ a remark which sounded unconvincing. Ben felt an obligation to say something, but was sapped of will. Then the tall man who had eyeballed Alice moved fractionally forward, smoothed down his hair and said, ‘Have you found the police helpful?’ His voice was candid and precise. ‘We were all of us in the Foreign Office, you know. I’d be only too glad to put you in touch with various people who might be able to give you a clearer picture of what steps are being taken to -‘
‘No,’ Ben told him, staring at the ground. He wanted to pull away the mask of their feigned concern. ‘The police have been fine. They’re just doing their job. We have a Family Liaison Officer assigned to the case…’ he nearly lost his train of thought ‘… and she acts as our contact with the police. That’s all working out as well as we could have hoped.’
Then, to his relief, the doors of the chapel opened and around a dozen mourners emerged into the corridor, some dabbing their eyes with handkerchiefs, others supporting them as they walked outside into the dull light of late morning. Undertakers moved silently between the rooms, holding doors and nodding humbly as torpid organ music held in the air.
‘I think we’re next,’ Mark said, and Ben squeezed the slight bones of Alice’s hand. He had a feeling in his stomach like a stone resting on his soul.
‘Yes,’ said one of the men, touching the knot of his tie. ‘The service was scheduled to begin