The Hollow - Agatha Christie [59]
She sat very still, staring down at the carpet, then she raised her head and looked at him steadily.
‘Don’t you want to know why I did come?’
‘You find a difficulty, perhaps, in putting it into words.’
‘Yes, I think I do. The inquest, M. Poirot, is tomorrow. One has to make up one’s mind just how much–’
She broke off. Getting up, she wandered across to the mantelpiece, displaced one or two of the ornaments and moved a vase of Michaelmas daisies from its position in the middle of a table to the extreme corner of the mantelpiece. She stepped back, eyeing the arrangement with her head on one side.
‘How do you like that, M. Poirot?’
‘Not at all, Mademoiselle.’
‘I thought you wouldn’t.’ She laughed, moved everything quickly and deftly back to its original position. ‘Well, if one wants to say a thing one has to say it! You are, somehow, the sort of person one can talk to. Here goes. Is it necessary, do you think, that the police should know that I was John Christow’s mistress?’
Her voice was quite dry and unemotional. She was looking, not at him, but at the wall over his head. With one forefinger she was following the curve of the jar that held the purple flowers. He had an idea that in the touch of that finger was her emotional outlet.
Hercule Poirot said precisely and also without emotion:
‘I see. You were lovers?’
‘If you prefer to put it like that.’
He looked at her curiously.
‘It was not how you put it, Mademoiselle.’
‘No.’
‘Why not?’
Henrietta shrugged her shoulders. She came and sat down by him on the sofa. She said slowly:
‘One likes to describe things as–as accurately as possible.’
His interest in Henrietta Savernake grew stronger. He said:
‘You had been Dr Christow’s mistress–for how long?’
‘About six months.’
‘The police will have, I gather, no difficulty in discovering the fact?’
Henrietta considered.
‘I imagine not. That is, if they are looking for something of that kind.’
‘Oh, they will be looking, I can assure you of that.’
‘Yes, I rather thought they would.’ She paused, stretched out her fingers on her knee and looked at them, then gave him a swift, friendly glance. ‘Well, M. Poirot, what does one do? Go to Inspector Grange and say–what does one say to a moustache like that? It’s such a domestic, family moustache.’
Poirot’s hand crawled upwards to his own proudly borne adornment.
‘Whereas mine, Mademoiselle?’
‘Your moustache, M. Poirot, is an artistic triumph. It has no associations with anything but itself. It is, I am sure, unique.’
‘Absolutely.’
‘And it is probably the reason why I am talking to you as I am. Granted that the police have to know the truth about John and myself, will it necessarily have to be made public?’
‘That depends,’ said Poirot. ‘If the police think it had no bearing on the case, they will be quite discreet. You–are very anxious on this point?’
Henrietta nodded. She stared down at her fingers for a moment or two, then suddenly lifted her head and spoke. Her voice was no longer dry and light.
‘Why should things be made worse than they are for poor Gerda? She adored John and he’s dead. She’s lost him. Why should she have to bear an added burden?’
‘It is for her that you mind?’
‘Do you think that is hypocritical? I suppose you’re thinking that if I cared at all about Gerda’s peace of mind, I would never have become John’s mistress. But you don’t understand–it was not like that. I did not break up his married life. I was only one–of a procession.’
‘Ah, it was like that?’
She turned on him sharply.
‘No, no, no! Not what you are thinking. That’s what I mind most of all! The false idea that everybody will have of what John was like. That’s why I’m here talking to you–because I’ve got a vague, foggy hope that I can make you understand. Understand, I mean, the sort of person John was. I can see so well what will happen–the headlines in the papers–A Doctor’s Love Life–Gerda, myself, Veronica Cray. John wasn’t like that–he wasn’t, actually, a man who thought much about women. It wasn’t women who mattered to him most, it was his work. It was