The In Death Collection Books 21-25 - J. D. Robb [456]
Best to put it out of his mind, he told himself. He’d have lunch with the woman who had, he supposed, influenced a portion of his life at one time. And later, he’d deal with the woman who had changed his life.
Magdelana came in as he remembered—in a rush—hair and hips and legs swinging. And with a laugh, she slid into the booth and pecked his cheek. “I’m criminally late.”
“I only just arrived myself.”
“Oh.” There was a pout, just for an instant, then another laugh. “You know me too well.” She brushed her hair behind her shoulders before sending him her quick and wicked smile. “Well enough to remember what I like to drink?”
“Stoli martini, straight up,” he said to the waiter. “Very dry. Twist of lemon.”
“I’m flattered.”
“I have a good memory.”
“And for you, sir?” the waiter asked.
“I’m fine.”
“I’ll be right back with your drink, madam.”
When he left, Magdelana lifted Roarke’s glass, took a small sip. “Water?”
“I’ve afternoon meetings.”
After setting his glass down again, she rubbed her hand over the back of his. “You always did take work so seriously. But then, it looks good on you. In fact, it looks amazing on you. You were rising fast back in our day, but now?”
She sat back, jeweled eyes sparkling. “How does it feel, lover, to be Roarke—a man of insane wealth, power, and position?”
“I have what I want, and having that is always satisfying. And you?”
“Between, and restless and unsure. Just out of my second marriage, which is humbling, as I gave it a hell of a good try.” She gave him a quick, under-the-lashes glance. “I divorced Andre, or he divorced me, years ago. We, in the end, divorced each other. It was revoltingly civilized.”
Casually, Roarke sipped water. “He was a civilized man, as I recall, when we chose him for a mark.”
“You’re angry with me? Still?”
“Why would I be?”
“Oh, well, I’d hoped to get some alcohol into my system before I did this. But we’ll do it dry.”
She shifted so they were face-to-face, and her emerald eyes were direct and steady. “I’m so very sorry for how I ended things, the way I just left you without a word.”
“With the mark.”
“With the mark,” she agreed with a long sigh. “It seemed more entertaining, and more profitable at the time, to marry him rather than steal from him.”
Watching her, Roarke inclined his head. “Playing me instead of him.”
“I didn’t mean it that way, but yes, that’s the way it was at the bottom of it. And I’m sorry.”
“It was a long time ago.”
“All the same.” Again, she laid her hand over his. “I could use youth and foolishness as excuses, but I won’t. It was a terrible thing to do. Selfish and headstrong.” She paused when the waiter brought her drink, poured it from the silver shaker with some ceremony.
“Would you like to hear the specials of the day?”
Another ceremony, Roarke thought. A kind of theater where the dialogue was peppered with sauces and reductions and scents.
She wore the same scent she’d used years before. A signature, perhaps, or a deliberate choice to tease his memory.
She had been young, he thought—not yet twenty. How many selfish and headstrong acts had he committed before the age of twenty? Too many, he could admit, to count.
They’d enjoyed each other once, and he’d cared once. So, he’d take the apology, and let it go.
When they’d ordered, Magdelana sipped her martini, eyes smiling at Roarke over the rim. “Am I to be forgiven?”
“Let’s call it bygones, Maggie. We’ve put a lot of time and distance between then and now.”
“Nearly twelve years,” she agreed. “Now here we sit, and you’re the married one.”
“I am.”
“And to a cop!” Her laugh bubbled out. “You always were full of surprises. Does she know about your…hobbies?”
“She knows what I was, what I did.” Remembering that, he felt the leading edge of his irritation with Eve dull. A little. “I no longer indulge in old habits, and haven’t for some time.”
“Really?” She started to laugh again, then blinked. “You’re serious? You’re out of the game? Completely?”
“That’s right.”
“I always thought it was in your blood. I gave it up because it was fun to have Andre’s money to spend