The In Death Collection Books 21-25 - J. D. Robb [516]
Christ Jesus, where was she?
Why the hell was she putting him through this? He’d done nothing to earn it. God knew he’d done plenty along the way to earn her wrath, but not this time. Not this way.
Still, that look on her face that morning had etched itself in his head, on his heart, into his guts. He couldn’t burn it out.
He’d seen that look once or twice before, but not on his account.
He’d seen it when they’d gone to that fucking room in Dallas where she’d once suffered beyond reason. He’d seen it when she tore out of a nightmare.
Didn’t she know he’d cut off his own hand before he’d put that look on her face?
She bloody well should know it. Should know him.
This was her own doing, and she’d best get her stubborn ass home right quick so they could have this out as they were supposed to have things out. She could kick something. Punch something. Punch him if that would put an end to it. A good rage, that’s what was needed here, he told himself, then they’d be done with this nonsense once and for all.
Where the fucking hell was she?
He considered his own rage righteous, deserved—and struggled not to acknowledge it hid a sick panic that she didn’t mean to come back to him.
She’d damn well come back, he thought furiously. If she thought she could do otherwise, he had a bulletin for her. He’d hunt her down, by Christ, he would, and he’d drag her back where she belonged.
Goddamn it all, he needed her back where she belonged.
He paced the parlor like a cat in a cage, praying as he rarely prayed, for the remote in his pocket to beep, signaling the gates had opened. And she was coming home.
“Shall I bring you something to eat?” Summerset asked from the doorway.
“No.”
“No word from her, then?”
“No. And don’t you saddle your high horse and think to ride it here. I did nothing to cause this.”
The hurled ball of fury merely bounced off Summerset’s composure. “And nothing to prevent it.”
“Prevent what?” Roarke whirled. Here, at least, was a target for the rage. “My wife’s sudden turn into an unreasonable, jealous mass of moods?”
“Your wife’s astute reaction to the manipulations of a clever woman. Which you’d recognize if you weren’t so hellbent on being right.”
“Bollocks. There’s nothing astute about thinking I’d prefer Maggie over her. And manipulation be damned.”
“The video was well timed.”
“What the fuck does that mean?”
“Perfectly timed, perfectly executed,” Summerset said coolly. “She was always good.”
“Staged it, did she? For what possible purpose?”
“You’re here, alone, angry, worried about your wife, your marriage.” Summerset ignored the cat who skulked in to wind through his legs like a bloated ribbon. “I imagine the lieutenant is somewhere in exactly the same position. That, Roarke, is pinpoint accuracy.”
“That’s bloody nonsense.” But it pushed a very small seed into his mind. “There’s no profit in it for her, no point.”
“Retribution and entertainment.”
“Retribution for what?” At that moment, Roarke felt he might very well be going mad. “You may have forgotten, but she left me. She betrayed me and left me hanging by the balls.”
“No, I haven’t forgotten. I’m glad to know you haven’t either.”
“There’s been enough talk of Magdelana in this house, and I’m not the one who keeps bringing her in.” He strode out, and riding on temper went down to pummel a sparring droid to broken bits.
He wore himself out, but it didn’t help, it didn’t reach the rawness in his gut.
He showered off the sweat, and the blood on his knuckles. He changed and ordered himself up to his office. He’d work, he told himself. He’d just work, and if she wasn’t home in another hour, he’d…
He hadn’t a clue.
And when he saw the light was on in her office, the relief made him so weak it seemed the world tipped and shuddered for a moment before going solid again.
And the weakness refired his temper on all circuits. He stalked in, his mind already flexing its fists for battle.
She was at her desk, comp humming, data scrolling on screen. Her eyes were closed, and the shadows under them etched fatigue against pallor.
It nearly