The Last Hard Men - Brian Garfield [59]
“Not hurt.”
“You know what I mean, sir. She’s alive. That’s what it comes down to, isn’t it? In the end. Staying alive is what matters.”
“You’re a tougher son of a bitch than I ever credited.”
“Yes, sir, I guess I am.”
Burgade spent a long time looking through the field glasses. They had an eight-power magnification but still that only brought the camp up to a hundred yards’ distance; he couldn’t make out details. He saw Susan roll over on her side and draw her knees up. One of the men was standing nearby. He couldn’t tell for certain, but by the set of the man’s head and the movements of his hands it appeared he was talking to Susan, trying to calm her down. It wasn’t Provo. After a long time, eliminating names, he finally decided it had to be Shelby, the kid. He didn’t know whether Shelby was one of the ones who had raped her. He’d seen Gant drop his pants and then he had flung down the field glasses in disbelieving rage. He’d reached for the rifle in a blind savage fury and Hal had knocked him down.
He put down the glasses and took half a dozen evenly spaced deep breaths, with his eyes closed. Finally he looked at Hal. “Thank you.”
Hal was very grave. “Yes, sir. I couldn’t let you do it. I felt the same way you did. But they’d have killed you. And I cant help her, without you. I wouldn’t know what to do. I can help, but you’ve got to point the way for me.”
“You don’t need a weathervane,’Hal. You’re a better man than you think you are.”
“I know my limitations, sir. My ignorances. What I don’t know about this kind of thing would fill an encyclopedia.” Hal’s glance turned outward, past the trees toward the flat. In a different voice he said, “We’re going to get her out of this, sir. You and me. And when we do I’m going to try to make her see that this hasn’t made any difference in the way I feel. It’s going to take a long time and a lot of patience. From you and from me. She’s going to have to travel a long road back before she can trust a man’s hands again—mine or any other man’s.”
Burgade stared at him and listened to the quiet run of Hal’s talk. Suddenly feeling almost burst his throat. He grabbed Hal around the shoulders and hugged him against him and felt the tears wet on his cheeks.
The sun was painful against his grainy eyes. He shaded his brow and studied the sky across and beyond the flats, above the westward summits. He felt utterly drained. It took a supreme effort just to lower his hand to his side. The ground around his feet was still damp, saturated by last night’s pelting rain; the topsoil among these trees was thin, the rock and clay beneath it wasn’t porous, and there was no place for the water to go. But the grass out on the flats had been dried by the day’s blast of sunshine.
It would work. He turned and began to walk back through the trees to the clearing where they had tethered the horses. Weed was there, tied to the bole of an oak, a bandanna gag in his mouth. His face was swollen on one side where Burgade had struck him last night; the eye was puffy and half-closed. He looked bitter.
While Hal fed Weed and gave him water, Burgade squatted with two boxes of rifle cartridges in his lap and the pair of wirecutter pliers that every horseman carried in his kit. They weren’t made for this kind of work but they’d do. He used them to work the lead bullets out of each cartridge. He poured the powder into one of the empty cartridge boxes and when he was through with his methodical chore he had a little more than half a boxful of gunpowder.
The sun was settling toward the horizon. Hal said, “You’ve got something in mind.”
Burgade grunted. “There’s a steady westerly breeze across that meadow. Comes right down off those canyons on the far side. I don’t think it’ll shift for a while. We’re going to have a clear night—that storm blew the clouds over. Quarter moon comes up about ten o’clock. It won’t be too bad a light for shooting.”
“But we can’t go crawling out there, sir. They’d see us easy, against all that pale yellow grass.”
“We’re not going to them,