The Millionaires - Brad Meltzer [108]
“C’mon,” she calls out. “You have to at least come in. If you hate it, you’ll float around up here.”
It’s not fair, but I try to imagine Beth in the same position. She hates the cold. And at this hour? She’d never even get in the boat.
“There you go!” Gillian shouts as I reach for a mask and flippers. “No whammies on this one—just stand up on the cooler and leap out!”
I pull the mask over my face and grip all the hoses in an anxious fist. “Are you sure this is the best way to get in?”
“Jacques Cousteau himself couldn’t do better—one giant step for all manki—”
Shutting my eyes, I leap out and plummet fast. The extra weight sends me straight under, but thanks to my vest, I bob right back up to the top. The temperature hits first. Without the sun on the water… even with my wet suit… iceberg in my pants is right.
“Cold enough for you?” Gillian asks.
“Naw, this is good—I like it when I absolutely, positively can’t feel my penis.”
It’s an easy joke, but she knows it’s not just the cold that’s got me shaking. The water’s dark and deserted, the mask is tight around my face, and all I hear is the Jaws theme.
“So you ready to go under?” she asks.
“Right now?”
Watching me carefully through her own mask, she kicks forward and grabs me by both shoulders. “You’re gonna be great—no doubt.”
“Are you—?”
“I’m positive,” she promises.
As she floats back, I reach over my right shoulder and grab the hose with the mouthpiece. “All I have to do is breathe through this?”
“That’s the entire instruction book. Breathe and breathe and breathe. In fact, why don’t you take a lap around the block…”
Like before, I slide the mouthpiece between my teeth, and Darth Vader returns. After three or four breaths, Gillian points down to the water. Biting hard on the rubber prongs that hold the mouthpiece in place, I bend over and put my face in the ocean.
There’s a slight pause before I take my next breath, but my brain flips right back to Gillian’s crash course. Breathe, breathe, breathe. Opening my lungs, I suck in a puff of air… and quickly blow it out. A burst of tiny bubbles shoots from the regulator. From there, each breath is short and tentative, but it still works.
Gillian taps me hard on the shoulder. Picking my head up, I take out the mouthpiece.
“Ready for the pop quiz?” she challenges.
I nod, hoping it’ll slow her down. It only speeds her up.
“Okay, here’s what I’d put on the cheat sheet. First, if you get disoriented, follow the bubbles—they’ll always lead you up to the surface.”
“Follow the bubbles. Check.”
“Second, as we go down, don’t forget to pop your ears—you don’t want to blow out an eardrum.”
I pinch my nose and take myself through a dry run.
“And third—which is actually the most important—as you come back up to the surface, keep breathing. You’ll be tempted to hold your breath, but you have to fight the urge.”
“What do you mean?”
“It’s human instinct. You’re underwater… you start to panic. The first thing you’ll do—guaranteed—is hold your breath. But if you come up to the surface like that—and you’re not breathing in and out—your lungs’ll pop like a balloon.” Readjusting her mask, she gives me the quick once-over. “All set to go?”
Once again, I nod—but I’m still focused on a single image. My lungs popping like a balloon. Down under the waves, I kick my feet in a backpaddle.
“What?” she asks. “Now you’re scared?”
“You telling me I shouldn’t be?”
“I’m not telling you anything. If you want to back out, that’s your choice.”
“It’s not about backing out—”
“Really?” she interrupts, annoyed. “Then why’re you suddenly acting like the first rat off the ship?”
The question stings like a corkscrew in my chest. I’ve never heard that tone in her voice.
“Listen,” I tell her, “I’m doing my best here. Anyone else would’ve let you sink alone.”
“Oh, I’m sure…”
“You think I’m kidding? Name one other person who would put on a wet suit, jump into the freezing ocean, and risk their life for a cheap thrill at four in the morning?”
“Your brother,” she shoots back, staring me down to drive it home. Before I can