The Orphan Master's Son_ A Novel - Adam Johnson [218]
In his mind, Ga heard the response, “Avoid the darkness, orphan child. Seek the light.”
Sun Moon sang, “Next a ghost whispered, Let me inside, orphan child, and I’ll warm you from within.”
Fight the fever, orphan child, Ga thought. Do not die tonight.
“Sing it properly,” Commander Park demanded.
But Sun Moon carried on, singing in her melancholy way of the arrival of the Great Bear, of the Bear’s special language, of how he took up the orphan child and with his claws cracked the honeybees’ comb. Her voice was edged with the things the song had left out, like the sharpness of those claws, of the stinging swarm of bees. In the sonor of her singing could be heard the insatiability of the Bear, of its unrelenting, omnivorous appetite.
The men in the crowd didn’t shout, “Partake of the Great Bear’s honey!”
The women didn’t chorus, “Share the sweetness of his deeds!”
A shudder of great emotion ran through Commander Ga, but he could not tell why. Was it the song, the singer, that it was sung now and here, or was it the orphan at its center? He knew only that this was her honey, this was what she had to feed him.
By the time the song concluded, the Dear Leader’s demeanor had greatly changed. Gone was his breezy surface and his gestures of delight. His eyes had flattened, his cheeks gone slack.
His scientists reported that, after inspecting the radiation detector, they’d found it intact.
He motioned for Park to fetch the Girl Rower.
“Let’s get this over with, Senator,” the Dear Leader said. “The people of our nation wish to donate some food aid to the hungry citizens of yours. When that’s complete, you may repatriate your citizen and fly off to your more important business.”
When Ga had translated this, the Senator said, “Agreed.”
To Ga, the Dear Leader said only, “Tell your wife to get into red.”
If only the Dear Leader still had Dr. Song, Ga thought. Dr. Song, who moved so fluidly in such situations, for whom such scenes became simply ruffles, so easily smoothed over.
Wanda brushed past him, amazement on her face.
“What the fuck was that song about?” she asked.
“Me,” he told her, but he was off with the boy and the girl and his wife and his dog.
The Pohyon Temple, when they entered it, seemed worthy of prayer, for inside, Comrade Buc had placed a pallet decked with four empty barrels. “Don’t ask anything,” Sun Moon told her children as she tore off the barrels’ white lids. Commander Ga opened his guitar case and from it withdrew Sun Moon’s silver dress. “Leave on your own terms,” he told her, then he swept the girl up and into a barrel. Opening her palm, he placed into her hand the seeds from last night’s melon. The boy was next, and for him, Ga had the whittled trigger sticks, the thread, and the deadweight stone of the bird snare they’d made together.
He stared at the two of them, their heads poking up, forbidden any questions, not that they’d know the right ones to ask, not for a long time, anyway. Ga took a moment to marvel at them, at this rare, pure thing that was coming into being. It was suddenly so clear, everything. There was no such thing as abandonment, there were only people in impossible positions, people who had a best hope, or maybe only a sole hope. When the graver danger awaited, it wasn’t abandoning, it was saving. He’d been saved, he now saw. A beauty, his mother, a singer. Because of that, a terrible fate awaited—she hadn’t left him behind, she’d saved him from what was ahead. And this pallet, with its four white barrels, he saw it suddenly as the life raft they’d long dreamed of aboard the Junma, the thing that meant they wouldn’t go down with the ship. They’d once had to let it sail away empty, and here it had made its way back. Here it was for the most essential cargo. He reached out and ruffled the hair of these two confused kids who didn’t even know they were being rescued, let alone what from.
When Sun Moon was clad in silver, he spent no time in admiring her. He lifted her high, and once in place, he handed her the laptop.
“This is your