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The Pleasures of the Damned - Charles Bukowski [55]

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the rains still came down

and it was in bed

in the dark

watching the moon against

the scarred window

so bravely

holding out

most of the rain,

I thought of Noah and the

Ark

and I thought, it has come

again.

we all thought

that.

and then, at once, it would

stop.

and it always seemed to

stop

around 5 or 6 a.m.,

peaceful then,

but not an exact silence

because things continued to

drip

drip

drip

and there was no smog then

and by 8 a.m.

there was a

blazing yellow sunlight,

van Gogh yellow—

crazy, blinding!

and then

the roof drains

relieved of the rush of

water

began to expand in

the warmth:

PANG! PANG! PANG!

and everybody got up

and looked outside

and there were all the lawns

still soaked

greener than green will ever

be

and there were the birds

on the lawn

CHIRPING like mad,

they hadn’t eaten decently

for 7 days and 7 nights

and they were weary of

berries

and

they waited as the worms

rose to the top,

half-drowned worms.

the birds plucked them

up

and gobbled them

down; there were

blackbirds and sparrows.

the blackbirds tried to

drive the sparrows off

but the sparrows,

maddened with hunger,

smaller and quicker,

got their

due.

the men stood on their porches

smoking cigarettes,

now knowing

they’d have to go out

there

to look for that job

that probably wasn’t

there, to start that car

that probably wouldn’t

start.

and the once beautiful

wives

stood in their bathrooms

combing their hair,

applying makeup,

trying to put their world back

together again,

trying to forget that

awful sadness that

gripped them,

wondering what they could

fix for

breakfast.

and on the radio

we were told that

school was now

open.

and

soon

there I was

on the way to school,

massive puddles in the

street,

the sun like a new

world,

my parents back in that

house,

I arrived at my classroom

on time.

Mrs. Sorenson greeted us

with, “we won’t have our

usual recess, the grounds

are too wet.”

“AW!” most of the boys

went.

“but we are going to do

something special at

recess,” she went on,

“and it will be

fun!”

well, we all wondered

what that would

be

and the two-hour wait

seemed a long time

as Mrs. Sorenson

went about

teaching her

lessons.

I looked at the little

girls, they all looked so

pretty and clean and

alert,

they sat still and

straight

and their hair was

beautiful

in the California

sunshine.

then the recess bell rang

and we all waited for the

fun.

then Mrs. Sorenson told

us:

“now, what we are going to

do is we are going to tell

each other what we did

during the rainstorm!

we’ll begin in the front

row and go right around!

now, Michael, you’re

first!…”

well, we all began to tell

our stories, Michael began

and it went on and on,

and soon we realized that

we were all lying, not

exactly lying but mostly

lying and some of the boys

began to snicker and some

of the girls began to give

them dirty looks and

Mrs. Sorenson said,

“all right, I demand a

modicum of silence

here!

I am interested in what

you did

during the rainstorm

even if you

aren’t!”

so we had to tell our

stories and they were

stories.

one girl said that

when the rainbow first

came

she saw God’s face

at the end of it.

only she didn’t say

which end.

one boy said he stuck

his fishing pole

out the window

and caught a little

fish

and fed it to his

cat.

almost everybody told

a lie.

the truth was just

too awful and

embarrassing to

tell.

then the bell rang

and recess was

over.

“thank you,” said Mrs.

Sorenson, “that was very

nice.

and tomorrow the grounds

will be dry

and we will put them

to use

again.”

most of the boys

cheered

and the little girls

sat very straight and

still,

looking so pretty and

clean and

alert,

their hair beautiful

in a sunshine that

the world might

never see

again.

marina:

majestic, magic

infinite

my little girl is

sun

on the carpet—

out the door

picking a

flower, ha!,

an old

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