The Postman Always Rings Twice - James M. Cain [4]
"What are you trying to do? Kid me?"
"Oh, all right. I'm a hell cat, then. But I don't think I would be so bad. With somebody that wasn't greasy."
"Cora, how about you and me going away?"
"I've thought about it. I've thought about it a lot."
"We'll ditch this Greek and blow. Just blow."
"Where to?"
"Anywhere. What do we care?"
"Anywhere. Anywhere. You know where that is?"
"All over. Anywhere we choose."
"No it's not. It's the hash house."
"I'm not talking about the hash house. I'm talking about the road. It's fun, Cora. And nobody knows it better than I do. I know every twist and turn it's got. And I know how to work it, too. Isn't that what we want? Just to be a pair of tramps, like we really are?"
"You were a fine tramp. You didn't even have socks."
"You liked me."
"I loved you. I would love you without even a shirt. I would love you specially without a shirt, so I could feel how nice and hard your shoulders are."
"Socking railroad detectives developed the muscles."
"And you're hard all over. Big and tall and hard. And your hair is light. You're not a little soft greasy guy with black kinky hair that he puts bay rum on every night."
"That must be a nice smell."
"But it won't do, Frank. That road, it don't lead anywhere but to the hash house. The hash house for me, and some job like it for you. A lousy parking lot job, where you wear a smock. I'd cry if I saw you in a smock, Frank."
"Well?"
She sat there a long time, twisting my hand in both of hers. "Frank, do you love me?"
"Yes."
"Do you love me so much that not anything matters?"
"Yes."
"There's one way."
"Did you say you weren't really a hell cat?"
"I said it, and I mean it. I'm not what you think I am, Frank. I want to work and be something, that's all. But you can't do it without love. Do you know that, Frank? Anyway, a woman can't. Well, I've made one mistake. And I've got to be a hell cat, just once, to fix it. But I'm not really a hell cat, Frank."
"They hang you for that."
"Not if you do it right. You're smart, Frank. I never fooled you for a minute. You'll think of a way. Plenty of them have. Don't worry. I'm not the first woman that had to turn hell cat to get out of a mess."
"He never did anything to me. He's all right."
"The hell he's all right. He stinks, I tell you. He's greasy and he stinks. And do you think I'm going to let you wear a smock, with Service Auto Parts printed on the back, Thank-U Call Again, while he has four suits and a dozen silk shirts? Isn't that business half mine? Don't I cook? Don't I cook good? Don't you do your part?"
"You talk like it was all right."
"Who's going to know if it's all right or not, but you and me?"
"You and me."
"That's it, Frank. That's all that matters, isn't it? Not you and me and the road, or anything else but you and me."
"You must be a hell cat, though. You couldn't make me feel like this if you weren't."
"That's what we're going to do. Kiss me, Frank. On the mouth."
I kissed her. Her eyes were shining up at me like two blue stars. It was like being in church.
CHAPTER 4
"Got any hot water?"
"What's the matter with the bathroom?"
"Nick's in there."
"Oh. I'll give you some out of the kettle. He likes the whole heater full for his bath."
We played it just like we would tell it. It was about ten o'clock at night, and we had closed up, and the Greek was in the bathroom, putting on his Saturday night wash. I was to take the water up to my room, get ready to shave, and then remember I had left the car out. I was to go outside, and stand by to give her one on the horn if somebody came. She was to wait till she heard him in the tub, go in for a towel, and clip him from behind with a blackjack I had made for her out of a sugar bag with ball bearings wadded down in the end. At first, I was to do it, but we figured he wouldn't pay any attention to her if she went in there, where if I said I was after my razor, he might get out of the tub or something and help me look. Then she was