The Scorpio Races - Maggie Stiefvater [132]
I try to turn Dove again, to push them away from me.
“Puck!”
I turn in the direction of my name, my insides raw, and there is Sean. Unlike me, who had to push through this crowd, he cuts neatly through the people. They make room for him as if unaware that they do. He is in only white shirtsleeves and he’s out of breath, which is to say that for a moment I cannot believe it’s him.
He comes in close, turning his back to the reporter, and ducks his head to me. I’m very aware of all the eyes on us, but Sean seems oblivious. He asks, “Where are your colors?”
“Gabe went looking for them.”
“They’re down on the beach,” he says. “You’ve got to pick them up down there.”
“Have you got yours?”
“Yes. I can hold Dove while you go get yours.”
Dove shudders as someone touches her rump. It’s too loud and too much for her. I’m worried that she’ll use up all of her spirit here on the cliffs, long before we ever get down to the beach. I remember Peg Gratton telling me not to let anyone else tighten my girth on race day. Sean, I decide, is not anyone else. “Can you make them leave her alone?”
He jerks a nod at me.
In a low voice, so he has to lean his head toward me, I say, “Thank you.”
Sean reaches between us and slides a thin bracelet of red ribbons over my free hand. Lifting my arm, he presses his lips against the inside of my wrist. I’m utterly still; I feel my pulse tap several times against his lips, and then he releases my hand.
“For luck,” he says. He takes Dove’s lead from me.
“Sean,” I say, and he turns. I take his chin and kiss his lips, hard. I’m reminded, all of a sudden, of that first day on the beach, when I pulled his head from the water.
“For luck,” I say to his startled face.
A flashbulb goes off and there’s appreciative hooting.
“Okay,” Sean says, as if we’ve just made a deal and it’s all right to him. He turns to the crowd and says, “If you want a race, you’ll give this horse some room. Now.”
As they scatter outward, I push my way through them toward the cliff path. Before I head down, I look over my shoulder to find Sean, and there he is with the wide berth around him and Dove, still watching me. I feel the island underneath me, and Sean’s mouth on my lips, and I wonder if luck will be on our side today.
CHAPTER SIXTY
PUCK
The beach is not as crowded as I had expected. It’s between two of the smaller races, and only the capaill uisce who are entered in the next races are on the beach. All of the spectators who were down on the sand before are now huddled up on the cliffs, pressed as close as they dare to the edge. The sky above them has cleared to a deep, deep blue like you only get in November, and the ocean to my right is dark as night.
I can’t think that I’ll soon be racing beside it or I won’t be able to move.
I quickly find the race officials’ table in the shelter of the cliff; two men in bowler hats sit behind a table with tantalizingly varied racing colors folded in front of them. I hurry across the sand and duck close so that I won’t have to shout.
“I need to pick up my colors,” I say. I recognize the man on the right; he sits near us in St. Columba’s.
“None left for you,” replies the other official. His crossed arms rest on a stack of them.
“I’m sorry?” I ask politely.
“None left. Good-bye.” He turns to the official next to him and says, “What do you think of this weather? Warm, isn’t it?”
“Sir,” I say.
“I’m not complaining about the heat, that’s for sure, but it’ll bring out the midges,” says the other official.
“You can’t just pretend I’m not here,” I say.
But they can. They make pointed small talk, ignoring my presence, until I swallow my anger and humiliation and give up. I tell them that they’re bastards, because they won’t say anything back to me anyway, and go back the way I’ve come. I meet Gabe on his way down the cliff road. The wind has made his hair a mess.
“Where are your colors?” he asks.
I don’t really want to confess it to him, but I do. “They won’t give them to me.”
“Won’t!”
I cross my arms over my chest. “It doesn