The Shadow Wife - Diane Chamberlain [137]
She grabbed the fabric of his shirt in her hand.
“The baby,” she said hoarsely.
She felt him reach between them, his hand slipping beneath her shirt to rest, warm and soothing, on the rounded panel of her maternity slacks, and she let her forehead fall against his shoulder.
“You’ll be all right,” he said into her ear. “You’ve got to be all right.”
37
San Francisco, 1967
SHE COULD HEAR VOICES. AT FIRST THEY WERE LITTLE MORE THAN a low hum, as if she were listening to a conversation taking place on the other side of a flimsy wall. But gradually, she recognized them. Alan’s voice. And Gabriel’s.
She tried to open her eyes, but the effort seemed too great. She was able, though, to make a sound. Half hum, half grunt. The sound reverberated in her own ears. And the voices stopped.
“Did you hear that?” That was Gabe’s voice. She tried to smile, to reach out for him, but she knew she was succeeding at neither.
“Lisbeth?” Alan’s voice was little more than a whisper.
“Mmm,” she said again.
“Oh, thank God,” Gabriel said, and she felt him—yes, it was definitely him—take her hand. “Lizzie,” he said.
“Shh!” Alan’s voice was sharp.
“We’d better make sure no one comes in,” Gabriel said.
“I’ll stand by the door,” Alan said. She felt something brush her cheek, then Alan’s lips against her forehead. “Welcome back, Lisbeth,” he whispered.
“Gabe?”
“I’m right here, baby.”
His hand touched the side of her face, and she could smell his aftershave.
“I’m…” She felt herself frowning. Where was she? Not in her bed at home. Thoughts swam through her head, but she couldn’t pin any of them down. “Head hurts,” she said.
“Yes. You had a very bad concussion.”
“I don’t remember.” She tried to open her eyes again, managing to lift one of the lids a bit, but closing it quickly against the light in the room.
“Turn out the light, Alan,” Gabriel said, and he let go of her hand for a moment. She heard him at the window, lowering the blinds, perhaps. Then he was back, holding her hand once more. “Try it again,” he said. “Open your eyes. It’s darker in here now.”
She did. First her left eye, which popped open as if on a spring, then the right. The room was dim, but she could see Gabriel’s face close to hers. She reached up to touch his cheek. It was wet.
“Liz, I’m so glad to see you,” he said, turning his face to kiss her palm. “You had us really scared.”
“What happened?” she asked.
“You were in a car accident,” he said.
“I don’t remember.” Her mind felt thick with confusion. “When? Where was I going?”
“It happened nearly a month ago,” he said.
What? “A month…?”
“Yes. You and Carlynn were in your car. You were in Big Sur, do you remember?” His words were slow and measured, as though he had practiced saying them many times.
She had the flimsiest, dreamlike sort of memory of being in the car with Carlynn, driving in the fog. “Not a month ago,” she said.
“Yes, hon,” he said. “You’ve been unconscious all this time. I’m so relieved to see you finally waking up.”
Her head was pounding, and she raised her hand to her temple, where her fingers touched some sort of material—fabric or gauze—instead of her hair. “What’s on my head?” she asked.
“You suffered several different injuries,” he said. “You had the concussion, as I mentioned. Your leg was broken in a few