The Shadow Wife - Diane Chamberlain [139]
“No, we couldn’t. We never saw Carlynn…after the accident. And you were so bandaged up, your face was cut and bruised—”
She lifted her hands to her face, touching the skin gingerly with her fingertips. “Do I look different?” she asked.
“No, honey. Your face is very nearly healed, and you look like yourself. And, of course, you also look like Carlynn.”
She realized suddenly what he was telling her. “You thought I had died?” she asked.
He nodded. “The worst day of my life, Liz.” His Adam’s apple bobbed in his throat. “And the day we realized it was you lying here and not Carlynn was the worst day for Alan.”
“Oh my God.” She was still having difficulty absorbing it all. “How long did everyone think I was Carlynn?” she asked.
“Two weeks,” Gabriel said. “We…I don’t know if I should tell you all of this.”
“Tell me.”
“We had a memorial service for you and everything.”
She didn’t know what to say. Her emotions were so jumbled together that she didn’t know whether to feel joy or sorrow, sympathy or anger.
“And we didn’t have one for Carlynn,” Gabriel finished.
“We’ll have to have one for her now,” Lisbeth said. “As soon as I’m well enough to get out of this—”
“No,” Gabriel interrupted her. “That’s what I have to talk to you about. Some things happened while you were unconscious those first couple of weeks. There were newspaper articles. Magazine articles. All saying how ‘the famous healer,’ Carlynn Shire, had lost her sister in an accident, people praying for your—for her—recovery. And your mother sat with you, day and night, and—”
“Because she thought I was Carlynn.”
Gabriel licked his lips, nodding. “I don’t know how she would have reacted if she’d known it was you. Maybe she would have come around, Liz. I just don’t know. But she did believe, as we all did, that you were Carlynn. She said, though, that she felt guilty for the way she’d treated you—treated Lisbeth—and that she was going to make a huge—and I do mean huge—contribution to the center in your name.”
So confusing…so… Lisbeth shook her head, a small gesture that made her grit her teeth against the pain. “You mean…” She wasn’t even certain what question to ask.
“I mean that, if Carlynn recovered well enough so that the center could continue, your mother said that she would fund it. She’d pay salaries and rent.”
“So…” She was beginning to catch on. “If Carlynn is dead and I’m alive, Mother wouldn’t…”
“Alan would have to shut down the center,” Gabriel said. “It wouldn’t be a viable project without Carlynn and her reputation to keep it alive.”
“Her dream,” Lisbeth said, aching for her sister.
“Right. Her dream.”
“But…you can’t seriously think that I could—”
“There’s more,” Gabriel said. “One of your mother’s conditions is that the center be moved to Monterey. She wants to be closer to you, and she—”
“To Carlynn.”
“Yes, right. To Carlynn. And she wants Carlynn and Alan to live in the mansion. And I’ve avoided her as much as possible…or rather, she’s avoided me. Even if she’s gotten a few glimpses of me, here or at the funeral, she can’t see well enough to really know what I look like. So, Alan and I have a plan that will allow us…all of us…to live in the mansion together.”
“What?”
“Your mother has a bedroom downstairs now,” Gabriel said, speaking quickly. “She never goes upstairs anymore because of her arthritis. So you and Alan and I will live upstairs. I’ll be introduced to your mother as the new CEO. We’ll use my middle name—”
“Quinn.”
“Right, and she’ll never be any the wiser. We’ll say I’m new to the area and in need of someplace to live. You and Alan will tell her that you want me to live there at the mansion so that the three of us can do center work even at home. Your mother will like that. And with the money she’s contributing, I’ll be able to afford to leave my job here—at SF General—and work full-time for the center.”
Lisbeth closed her eyes. “This is so crazy,” she said.
“I know it sounds that way, Liz. If I just woke up after a month and heard all