The Sheltering Sky - Bowles, Paul [45]
“So we’re stuck in the Grand Hotel.”
“With Tunner,” thought Port. Aloud: “With the Lyles.”
“God forbid,” Kit murmured.
“I wonder how long we’ve got to keep on running into them. I wish to hell they’d either get ahead of us once and for all, or let us get ahead of them and stay there.”
“Things like that have to be arranged,” said Kit. She, too, was thinking of Tunner. It seemed to her that if presently she were not going to have to sit opposite him over a meal, she could relax completely now, and live in the moment, which was Port’s moment. But it seemed useless even to try, if in an hour she was going to be faced with the living proof of her guilt.
It was completely dark when they got back to the hotel. They ate fairly late, and after dinner, since no one felt like going out, they went to bed. This process took longer than usual because there was only one wash basin and water pitcher-on the roof at the end of the corridor. The town was very quiet. Some cafe radio was playing a transcription of a record by Abd-el-Wahab: a dirge-like popular song called: I Am Weeping Upon Your Grave. Port listened to the melancholy notes as he washed; they were broken into by nearby outbursts of dogs barking.
He was already in bed when Eric tapped on his door. Unfortunately he had not turned off his light, and for fear that it showed under the door he did not dare pretend to be asleep. The fact that Eric tiptoed into the room, a conspiratorial look on his face, displeased him. He pulled his bathrobe on.
“What’s the matter?” he demanded. “Nobody’s asleep.”
“I hope I’m not disturbing you, old man.” As always, he appeared to be talking to the corners of the room.
“No, no. But it’s lucky you came when you did. Another minute and my light would have been out.”
“Is your wife asleep?”
“I believe she’s reading. She usually does before she goes to sleep. Why?”
“I wondered if I might have that novel she promised me this afternoon.”
“When, now?” He passed Eric a cigarette and lit one himself.
“Oh, not if it will disturb her.”
“Tomorrow would be better, don’t you think?” said Port, looking at him.
“Right you are. What I actually came about was that money-” He hesitated.
“Which?”
“The three hundred francs you lent me. I want to give them back to you.”
“Oh, that’s quite all right.” Port laughed, still looking at him. Neither one spoke for a moment.
“Well, of course, if you like,” Port said finally, wondering if by any unlikely chance he had misjudged the youth ‘ and somehow feeling more convinced than ever that he had not.
“Ah, excellent,” murmured Eric, fumbling about in his coat pocket. “I don’t like to have these things on my conscience.”
“You didn’t need to have it on your conscience, because if you’ll remember, I gave it to you. But if you’d rather return it, as I say, naturally, that’s fine with me.”
Eric had finally extracted a worn thousand-franc note, and held it forth with a faint, propitiatory smile. “I hope you have change for this,” he said, finally looking into Port’s face, but as though it were costing him a great effort. Port sensed that this was the important moment, but he had no idea why. “I don’t know,” he said, not taking the proffered bill. “Do you want me to look?”
“If you could.” His voice was very low. As Port clumsily got out of bed and went to the valise where he kept his money and documents, Eric seemed to take courage.
“I do feel like a rotter, coming here in the middle of the night and bothering you this way, but first of all I want to get this off my mind, and besides, I need the change badly, and they don’t seem to have any here in the hotel, and Mother and I are leaving first thing in the morning for Messad and I was afraid I might not see you again-“
“You are? Messad?” Port turned, his wallet in his hand. “Really? Good