The Sparrow - Mary Doria Russell [25]
The vomiting went on long past the point when there was anything left to bring up. When the sickness abated, he stood, sweating and trembling. Then he willed his hands to grasp and smash the ROM tablet against the wall, wiped his mouth on his sleeve, and turned toward the door.
7
CLEVELAND AND SAN JUAN:
2015-2019
FINISHED AT JOHN Carroll and asked for a preference, Emilio Sandoz requested that he be sent back to La Perla in Puerto Rico. The request should have gone through the Antilles Province for administrative review, but Emilio was not surprised when Dalton Wesley Yarbrough, the Provincial in New Orleans, called him.
"Milito, you sure? We got a professorship for you up at Le Moyne, now we done jerkin’ you around. Ray’s been chewin’ everybody’s ear off ’bout getting you for that linguistics position," D.W. said. The Texas twang was nearly impenetrable unless you knew him well. D.W. could speak standard English when he pleased but, as he told Emilio once, "Son, with the vows we take, there’s a limited range of opportunity for eccentricity. I get my laughs where I can."
"I know," Emilio said, "and Le Moyne’s got a great department but—"
"Weather ain’t that bad in Syracuse," D.W. lied cheerfully. "And La Perla ain’t forgot nothin’, son. Won’t be no welcome-home parties."
"I know, D.W.," Emilio said seriously. "That’s why I should go back. I need to put some ghosts to rest."
Yarbrough thought that over. Was it affection that made him want to agree, or guilt? D.W. had always felt about half responsible for the way things had turned out, good and bad. That was arrogant; Emilio had made his own decisions. But D.W. had seen the potential in the boy and hadn’t hesitated a minute when he’d gotten a chance to pull the kid out of La Perla. Emilio had more than lived up to his expectations; still, there’d been a price to pay. "Well, okay then," D.W. said finally. "I’ll see what I can do."
Entering his office two weeks later, Emilio spotted the glowing message light. His hands shook a little as he opened the file and he was tempted to blame this on the Turkish coffee he’d developed an unholy taste for, but he knew it was nerves. Once he admitted that, he was able to bring himself back to calmness. Non mea voluntas sed Tua fiat, he thought. He was prepared to do as he was bidden.
His request had been accepted without comment by the provincials concerned.
IN DECEMBER, HE called Anne and George Edwards from San Juan, spending the extra money for a viewer because he wanted to see their faces and them to see his. "Come and work with me," he said. The clinic was losing its National Service doctor and no one was willing to replace him. Would Anne? George, with the omnicompetence of a lifelong engineer and householder, could renovate buildings, teach kids a hundred practical arts, reactivate the net that would link Anne with the larger hospitals and the kids with outside teachers.
Before they could react, he told them about La Perla, in stark statistical detail. He had no illusions and refused to let the Edwardses harbor any. All they could hope for was a chance of salvaging a few lives out of the thousands of souls cramming the slum.
"Well, I don’t know," Anne said doubtfully, but he could see her eyes, and he knew. "Promise me there’ll be lots of knife fights?"
Hand raised, he swore, "Every weekend. And gunshot wounds, too. And car wrecks." They all knew it was gallows humor. There would be babies born to thirteen-year-olds who would show up at the clinic with "stomachaches." Backs and shoulders wrenched, wrists damaged, knees torn at the kapok factory. Hands opaline with infected cuts, gone bad from the bacteria and toxins in the offal at the fish-processing plant. Sepsis, diabetes, melanomas, botched abortions, asthma, TB, malnutrition, STDs. Liquor and drugs and hopelessness and rage pounded deep into the gut. "The poor you will