The Stranger's Child - Alan Hollinghurst [146]
“The hairbrush …”
“On the BTM.”
“Oh,” said Paul after a moment. “Oh, I see. Well, let’s have a look for one later,” and blushed again at the surprise of what he’d said. Peter laughed and glanced at him, and thought he had never met a grown man so easily and transparently embarrassed by anything remotely risqué. He was a hot little bundle of repressed emotions and ideas—perhaps this was what made the thought of sex with him (which he planned to have in the next hour or two) almost experimentally exciting. Though what colour he would turn then … “Now, here we are.” There had been some talk about Corley at Corinna’s party, but Peter hadn’t told him what to expect. He slowed again at the second set of gate-piers, and there suddenly it was. “Voilà!”
Some form of stifling good manners, or perhaps mere self-absorption, seemed to keep Paul from seeing the house at all. Peter let his own smile fade as they trundled across the gravel sweep and came to a halt outside the Fourth Form windows, the sashes up and down to let in air, and the curious heads of boys doing prep turning to look out. The indescribable atmosphere of school routine and all the furtive energies beneath it seemed to hang in the air, in the jar and scrape of a chair on the floor, the inaudible question, the raised voice telling them all to get on with their work.
In the front hall Peter said quietly, “I’m sure you’re dying for a drink.” In his room he had plenty of gin and an unopened bottle of Noilly Prat.
“Oh … thank you,” said Paul, but wandered off round the hall table to gaze with unexpected interest at the Honours Boards. On the two black panels scholarships and exhibitions to obscure public schools were recorded in gold capitals. There were annoying variations in the size and angle of the lettering.
“You notice D. L. Kitson?”
“Oh, yes …?”
“Donald Kitson … No? Anyway, he’s an actor. The school’s main claim to fame.” There were squeaky footsteps behind them, on the polished oak of the stairs, the Headmaster’s crepe soles. He came towards them with his usual air of having leapt to a conclusion—this time, perhaps, a favourable one.
“Ah, Peter, good. Praising our famous men.” He must have seen the car return, the stranger come in.
“Headmaster, this is my friend Paul Bryant—Paul …”—and he rather mumbled the HM’s name, as if it were either confidential or unnecessary. He had the keenest sense yet of breaking the rules.
“Well, welcome to Corley Court,” said the Headmaster,