The Stranger's Child - Alan Hollinghurst [209]
“This isn’t one of the attractive, picturesque villages,” Wilfrid said. They strode back down the lane, past the shop with its steamed-up window, past the council houses, and then into another lane that ran up the side of some fenced-off parkland, ploughed fields on the other side. Away from the bungalow Wilfrid became both franker and more anxious; he said twice, “She can look after herself for half an hour.”
“She’s lucky to have you,” Paul said, sounding feebly polite.
“Oh, she drives me potty!” said Wilfrid, with a grin of guilty excitement. Now they mounted the verge to let a tractor and trailer go past, great clots of silage dropping off behind it into the lane. Wilfrid stared at the driver but didn’t greet him. Paul wasn’t sure what to say—he felt both mother and son were cheered up and somehow kept going by driving each other potty.
“Well, she’s made a very good recovery,” said Paul.
“Thanks to Nurse Valance,” said Wilfrid, in an odd pert tone.
Paul couldn’t think what Wilfrid would have been doing if he hadn’t had his mother to look after. “But you have some help?”
“Nothing worth mentioning. And of course the whole thing makes it … very hard for me to have a girlfriend.”
Paul managed to raise his eyebrows in sympathy. “No, I can imagine …”
“But there you are!” said Wilfrid. “I’m with her till the end now. Now that’s Staunton Hall over there, she’d want me to … point that out. That’s where Lady Caroline lives.”
“Olga’s former employer.”
“Olga is what she calls her … Petit Trianon.” Paul made out the bulk of a large square house among the trees a couple of fields away. The sun was now very low over the hedges behind them, and the small attic windows of the mansion glowed as if all the lights were on. “Do you want to see the farm?”
“I don’t mind,” said Paul.
“I wouldn’t have minded being a farmer,” said Wilfrid.
They walked on for a while and Paul said, “Well, of course!—your grandfather …”
“I always liked animals. There were two farms at Corley. One very much … grew up amongst all that”—with a return of his precise, clerical tone, perhaps to cover the strange disjunction between then and now. As Robin had reminded him, Wilfrid would soon be the fourth baronet.
“Do you remember your grandfather at all?”
“Oh, hardly. He died when I was … four or five. You know, I called him … Grandpa Olly-olly—because that was all he could say.”
“He had a stroke, didn’t he.”
“He could only make that sort of olly-olly noise.”
“Were you frightened of him?”
“I expect a bit,” said Wilfrid. “I was a rather nervous child”—as if looking back on some quite alien state.
“Your father was fond of him.”
“I don’t think my father had much time for him.”
“Ah … he writes about him very nicely.”
“Yes, he does,” said Wilfrid.
A steady increase in the mud in the lane, and round a right-angled bend was the entrance to the farmyard, a concrete platform for the milk-churns at the gate, and beyond it a glistening oily-brown quagmire of cow-shit stretching away to the open doors of a corrugated-iron barn. “Well, this must be it!” said Paul. He didn’t see the point of fouling up the late Basil Jacobs’s wellies, and Wilfrid’s boots were hardly up to it. Wilfrid seemed to feel some irritable embarrassment, having brought him here, but then said,
“We’d probably better be getting back anyway.”
“Do you ever see your father?” said Paul, as they turned round.
“Not often,” said Wilfrid firmly, and looked out across the fields.
“He must have been very upset about … your sister.”
“You’d think … wouldn’t you?”
Paul sensed he’d pressed him enough, and changed the subject to his hotel, which he was worried about getting back to.
“The bad thing was,” Wilfrid cut in, “that he didn’t come to the funeral. He said he was going to come over, but that week of course Leslie … blew his brains out, and my sister’s funeral was put back, as a result, and he didn’t come after all. He just had a horrible wreath … delivered.”
“That’s awful,” said Paul.