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The Studs Lonigan Trilogy - James T. Farrell [419]

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He was aware of an enveloping blackness, and colors, colors that seemed sick and mysterious, orange streaks, green and scarlet bands, purple lines, wheels and rainbows of colors shot like fire-crackers and skyrockets, scarred all this blackness. He knew now what it was. He was dying, and he felt fear, like a great puke, sweep through him. And somewhere in this world of colors and blackness God awaited him. And the voice of God rumbled out of this blackness like some tremendous command.

Verily, verily, I say unto you if you want a soft bed, honor thy father and thy mother.

And the thin distorted figure of his mother rose against a purple background, and the flapping lips of her witch’s face opened in a moan.

You’ll never have another mother.

I’m damn glad of that, he said, knowing that his words would only sink his soul more deeply in Hell.

Bloated to about a half ton, and wearing the uniform of a clown, his father dropped off a moving band of color that was like golden sunlight, stood beside his mother, and cried out.

The son who put one gray hair on the head of a mother or a father will rue the day, rue the day, rue the day. What you say, Charlie? Studs asked.

A fat priest in a black robe with a red hat stepped from behind a wide band of wine red, like an actor making an entrance on the stage, and spoke in a solemn pulpit voice.

Remember, O Lonigan, that thou art dirty dust, and like a dirty dog thou shalt return to dirtier dust.

Hey, don’t talk so much, Studs said.

Sister Bertha, with the twisted face of a maniac in a motion picture close-up, danced a drunken jig around him, flung her nun’s black robe high, exposing the legs of a skeleton, and wailed in a toothless idiocy.

Now you die like a thief because you shot spit-balls in the class.

And his mother knocked Sister Bertha over, to get in front of her, and said:

No one loves you like your mother.

And George Washington appeared in moth-eaten rags with a purple cloak flung around his chest and a bartender’s towel wrapped around his gray wig, and he shouted, striking a Napoleonic attitude:

Your country right or wrong, but your country, my boy, jazz her.

And the Pope of Rome, with a thin face, was carried by six dark-skinned altar boys and dropped unceremoniously on his buttocks. In a stern authoritarian voice, he asked:

Do you receive the Sacraments regularly?

And like drunken Indians they did a war dance, whooping and bending, while bands of gold and yellow and orange and green and red like a fiery rainbow shot and whirled behind them. And out of the dancers, his sister Loretta, with a pregnant belly, called:

Cleanliness is next to Godliness.

And Sister Bertha halted and shrieked like a drunken hag.

Don’t throw erasers in my classroom.

And President Wilson tripped before him like a fairy, with rings on his fingers, green earrings, and said, pursing his lips:

Join the colors now.

And his mother stepped in front of President Wilson and said, in tears:

The home is the most sacred thing on earth.

And Father Gilhooley in gold vestments thumbed his nose at Studs and said:

Contribute to the support of your pastor.

And Red Kelly and his father, Sergeant Kelly, staggered drunkenly before him with gin bottles held aloft like torches and shouted:

Obey the law.

And his father stepped up, took off a clown’s mask, and said:

Drink is the curse of mankind.

And Dr. O’Donnell, carrying a syringe and a hypodermic needle, came to him, and said:

If you jazz, you’ll get the clap.

And Mrs. George Jackson wriggled her tattooed belly, and sneered:

You can’t jazz.

And the wife of Mr. Dennis P. Gorman in the red robes of the master of ceremonies of the Order of Christopher came forward and said:

Join the boy scouts.

And Father Shannon, on the arm of Lucy Scanlan who was naked and bleeding from her young breasts, stopped before him and said:

Be a man.

And his father reappeared and said:

Come home early tonight.

And his sister Frances in a transparent nightgown said: Wash your face.. .

And again they danced around and around him like drunken Indians in a

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