The sum of all fears - Tom Clancy [308]
"You really should leave that sort of thing to us."
"Yes, sir," Clark agreed. "You're right. Nice dog you have there."
The cop pocketed the knives. "Have a good one," he said, wondering what the hell this had been about.
"You, too, officer." Clark paused and turned to Chavez. "God damn, that felt good."
"Ready to go to Mexico, John?"
"Yeah. I just hate leaving unfinished business behind, you know?"
"So, who's trying to fuck him over?"
"Not sure."
"Bull," Ding observed.
"Won't be sure until I talk to Holtzman."
"You say so, man. I like her," he added. "That's some lady."
"Yeah, she is. Just what he needs to set things straight."
"You think she'll call that Murray guy?"
"Does it matter?"
"No." Chavez looked up the street. "A question of honor, Mr C."
"I knew you'd understand, Ding."
Jacqueline Zimmer was a beautiful child, Cathy thought, holding her. She wanted another, must have another. Jack would give her one, maybe another girl if they were lucky. "We hear so much 'bout you!" Carol said. "You doctor?"
"Yes, I teach doctors, I'm a professor of surgery."
"My oldes' son must meet you. He want to be doctor. He student at Georgetown."
"Maybe I can help him a little. Can I ask you a question?"
"Yes."
"Your husband "
"Buck? He die. I don't know all the things, just that he die - on duty, yes? Is secret thing. Very hard for me," Carol said soberly, but without overt grief. She was over that now. "Buck was a very good man. So your husban'. You be nice to him," Mrs Zimmer added.
"Oh, I will," Cathy promised. "Now, we have to make this a secret?"
"What secret?"
"Jack doesn't know that I know about you."
"Oh? I know there are many secret, but - okay, I un'erstan'. I keep this secret, too."
"I will talk to Jack about that. I think you should come to our house and meet our children. But for now, we keep the secret?"
"Yes, okay. We surprise him?"
"Right." Cathy smiled as she handed the child back. "I will see you again, soon."
"Feel better, Doc?" Clark asked her out in the parking lot.
"Thank you ?"
"Call me John."
"Thanks, John." It was the warmest smile since his kids at Christmas.
"Any time."
Clark drove west on Route 50. Cathy turned east for home. Her knuckles were white on the steering wheel of her car. The anger was back now. For the most part, she was angry at herself. How could she have thought that of Jack? She'd been very foolish, very small, and so disgustingly selfish. But it wasn't really her fault. Someone else had invaded their household, she decided as she pulled into the garage. She was on the phone almost immediately. She had to do one more thing. She had to be completely certain.
"Hi, Dan."
"Cathy! How's the eye business, kid?" Murray asked.
"Got a question for you."
"Shoot."
She'd already decided how to do it. There's a problem with Jack "
Murray's voice became guarded. "What is it?"
"He's having nightmares," Cathy said. It wasn't a lie, but what followed was. "Something about a helicopter, and Buck somebody I can't ask him about it, but -"
Murray cut her off. "Cathy, I can't talk about it over the phone. That's a business matter, kid."
"Really?"
"Really, Cathy. It's something I know about, but I cannot discuss it with you. I'm sorry, but that's the way it has to be. It's business."
Cathy went on with a touch of alarm in her voice. "It's not something that's happening now - I mean -"
"It's way in the past, Cathy. That's all I can say. If you think Jack needs professional help, then I can make a few calls and -"
"No, I don't think so. It was really bad a few months ago, but it does seem to be getting better. I was just worried that it might be something at the office "
"All behind him, Cathy. Honest."
"You sure, Dan?"
"Positive. I would not kid around on something like this."
And that, Cathy knew, was that. Dan was every bit as honest as Jack was. Thanks, Dan. Thanks a lot." she said in her best medical voice, the one that revealed nothing at all.