The Tragedy of Arthur_ A Novel - Arthur Phillips [151]
CORNWALL
So long as you would have me here I’ll stay.
ARTHUR
What lady waits upon thee with such care?
GUENHERA
A lady once you termed a warty toad,
A spaniel, and your most unwelcome shadow.
ARTHUR
A warty toad? I unbelieve this lie,
Nor credit you are Guenhera who cast
Enchantments o’er us all in Gloucestershire.
GUENHERA
Enchantments? Ha! O, King, are you not shamed?
For long years have I feared an apple’s fall,
Which does remember me at once the pain
Of being struck by them upon my head
When you would throw them at me in your mirth.
ARTHUR
I am ashamed if ere that cockerel18
I was did aught that lacked in courtesy.
GUENHERA
’Tis possible that I did bear myself
Without most ceaseless perfect comeliness.
I’truth, I fear th’most perfect gentle knight
As soon had hurled a pippin19 at my head.
ARTHUR
I am astound that this is truly you
In form made real from out my mem’ry’s mist,
And you are changed and unchanged both at once.
The workings and the crafts of wizard time!
You are become most perfect dame while still—
Within you, as behind a mask you wear—
I see today that girl, and yet more odd,
Do feel myself become again a boy
Now stood beside you feigning I am king.
GUENHERA
I’ll flee an you become again that boy
Ere crabs and costards20 take again to wing.
CORNWALL
But still art thou a barnacle, my Guen:
The king hath matters pressing for his time.
GUENHERA
I hear no plaint from him and sure I would
For that boy said my ears were long as hounds’.
ARTHUR
Indictment without end! Where’s mercy flown?
You’ll mark each scruple21 of my youthful crimes?
GUENHERA
The bill of charge22 is ’graved upon my heart.
ARTHUR
Then care of state must stand aside whilst I
Prepare defense or plead for clemency.
GUENHERA
’Tis bootless, still may hope eternal spring.23
CORNWALL
An if my sister irks you not, my king,
Excuse me now to counsel with your stabler:
I fear my horse has taken bots.24
ARTHUR
Your leave
I freely grant to nurse your steed, on term
You swear, good earl, to feast with me this night.
CORNWALL
I take it ’pon my death, your majesty.
Exit Cornwall
GUENHERA
You find me altered much from what I was?
ARTHUR
I cannot stick in speech my brawling thoughts.
GUENHERA
Then you are not so changed from woodland boy
That I unchangingly did love.
ARTHUR
Not changed?
But now I wear the costume of a king.
GUENHERA
So did you in those best of all my days.
ARTHUR
’Tis true, I clad myself as ancient kings,
As Caesar, Solon, Hebrew David, Saul.
Do I seem no more suited to this garb?
GUENHERA
No more, no less. I thought you perfect king
In Gloucester’s oaks, when reigning from a branch
You daily sent me to my death.
ARTHUR
Say no.
GUENHERA
But yes.
ARTHUR
A tyrant and a fool was I.
I would have piping now, not drums and fife.25
But soft, did you not say you loved that boy?
GUENHERA
I did.
ARTHUR
But love no more? What love is this
That sang to you when I was crowned with twigs
But chokes now when my crown’s all wrapped in gold?
GUENHERA
That sylvan king did not requite my love,
Remember this, but banished me from him,
Bid leave him with my brother, much preferred,
As Constantine was precious to that court.
ARTHUR
A dreary26 king he was, that despot child.
I would that I could reach across time’s moat
To lay my hand upon this purblind27 boy
And tell him love that wondrous nymph he sees.
Nay, I’ll not ever say that he was me,
For were it I who sat a day with you,
And love the issue of our argument,
’Tis sure that I would answer you in kind28
And offer tenderest affections, Guen.
If, as you say, this forest boy did not,
Then how dare he lay claim to being me?
And yet, if he was never me, how can
I hope that you will offer still your heart?
GUENHERA
What, what? Will you mock love to me now, King?
Make light of common hearts, kings’ privilege?
ARTHUR
No mockery but of my wordless self:
No poet, Guen, no orator at all,
I am untongued when most I want new words
To lock your beauty in my longest