The Treasure_ A Novel - Iris Johansen [47]
“Yes.” Kadar stared directly into Tarik’s eyes. “Is it a grail in your box?”
Tarik smiled. “What do you think?”
“You’re not going to tell us,” Selene said in frustration. “Why show us the manuscript, then?”
“I promised I’d show you what persuaded Nasim to involve you in his machinations. I promised nothing else. Wouldn’t I be a fool to give you a description of the treasure Kadar intends to steal? Perhaps it would make him even more eager to take it from me.”
“Nonsense. He doesn’t want it for himself. He promised Nasim, and he regards any promise as sacred.”
“And you do not?”
“Not if it’s made to a man who would break any promise himself if it suited him.”
“Ah, but women are so much more practical than we men when it comes to honor. We seem to be blinded by our own code.” He looked at Kadar. “But what if it was the grail and it would give Nasim greater power? Would you still give it to him?”
Kadar slowly nodded.
Tarik chuckled. “I thought as much. It’s an obstacle that I must overcome if I’m to win you. I’d far rather set Selene to the task, but, unfortunately, she isn’t ready yet.”
“What is this task?” Kadar asked.
Tarik shook his head. “Not yet. We’re coming closer each day, but I must be sure.”
“And I cannot linger here forever. More than a week has passed. This afternoon I’m going outside the fortress to speak to Balkir before he decides to storm the gates.”
“Very wise. He’s a very impetuous man. By all means, go and reassure him that you’re doing everything you can to wrest my treasure from me.” He paused. “I will, of course, keep Selene and Haroun safe until you return.”
Selene stiffened. “Prisoners?”
“What an ugly word. Guests. Kadar would not wish you with Balkir. I’m the better choice.”
“Yes,” Kadar said. “And who knows, Selene? He may decide you’re more ready than he thinks and give his great task to you instead.”
“I’ve chosen you. She does not have your experience and searching mind. That will come in time, but I’m too weary to wait.”
“And because I’m a woman.”
Tarik shook his head. “I’m not so foolish. I know the worth of women. The cleverest human being I’ve ever encountered was my first wife.”
“And she had this ‘searching mind’?” Selene asked.
“More than I,” he said sadly. “She shone like the sun.”
“Well, I’ve no desire to shine like the sun. I merely wish to be free to go my way and do as I please.”
“So did she. Soon.” Tarik turned away. “I’ll go and tell the guards at the gate that you’re to be permitted to leave, Kadar. Do try to return by dark. I look forward to our evenings together. Selene, will you join me in the courtyard to bid him farewell?”
“Perhaps.”
Tarik smiled over his shoulder at her. “Difficult. But the interesting women always are. I believe you’ll be there.”
“Why?”
“Because life is uncertain and your heart is greater than your stubbornness. You’ll not let Kadar go back to Balkir without a last good-bye.”
She met Tarik’s gaze and then looked away. “You don’t know me as well as you think.”
Tarik smiled as he saw Selene approaching. “You could not resist.”
She didn’t look at him but at Kadar going through the gates. “Only because I had nothing better to do. It’s not as if he goes into danger. Balkir knows better than to harm Kadar. Nasim would kill him.”
“And so would you.” Tarik’s gaze followed hers. “You love him. Why do you fight it so?”
“I will not love him. He lied to me. He was going to leave me. He cared nothing for his promise. And you know nothing about me. You cannot know how I feel.”
“I know that sometimes the excuses we seize not to do things are not what really move us.”
“It’s not an excuse.”
“I believe it is. Your instinct is not